Beginning

Band: Kagrra,

Pairing: Isshi&Akiya, mentioned Izumi&Shin

Rating: 17+

Genre: angst

Series: Oneshot Challenge

Warnings: character death

Note: After Isshi's death, rain matches Akiya's mood too much.

Beginnings are always hard, right, Isshi? Our wasn't easy too. We had to get used to the fact that this second person also walks around the house, takes the bathroom, takes food from the fridge and sleeps in the bed.

I've been always mad, because of your smoking habit. A lot of times I was taking away your cigarrete from your mouth, threw it on the floor and stepped on it, telling you not to do it. You laughed then, as if it was something, which you could ignore. But day after day you were smoking less and in the end you only smoked thrice a day. It was a some kind of success, after all.

I liked to play with your hair, which scattered on the pillow. You were looking at me, tired of my childish side. But then you were kissing me and I was suddenly forgetting about the whole world.

Everytime when I'm sitting on the windowsill and I'm looking at a world behind a window, I remember how you were sitting here all the time. I can feel your presence, when I touch the cold glass. I close my eyes and I remember that day in July. The raindrops are falling in some rhytm. I wonder what it would be like if you were still alive. If Miss Death didn't take you away from me.

My phone is calling. Right, Shin. I answer a call, even if I don't want to do it.

"Hello?"

"Hi, Akiya. I just thought that we could go to the city. You're in home for a long time, we're starting to worry about you" says Shin, worried. "Me, Izumida and Nao."

"But it's raining" I notice, looking at raindrops behind a window.

I can hear silence in phone.

"It's not raining, Aki" Shin's voice is empty. "It's sunny and warm weather."

I blink. I look at a window and try to focus what my friend said. The rain is even stronger, black clouds hang over the city. The storm is coming.

"It's raining" I repeat.

"Please, talk with him, Izumida, I don't know, what to do" I hear Shin's voice and his ringing key rings.

"Hi, Akiya" says Izumi. "Go with us to the city. Nao said that he found some nice restaurant. Although Hashidani thinks that there is too much people..."

"It's true" says Shin in the background.

"...but I think that it will be fun."

"It's raining. We'll go, when rain stops" I smile a little, I don't even know, why.

I hang up. Raindrops are still beating on the windowsill. I was right, the storm rage and lightning are crackling. I wipe unnecessary tears from my cheek with my hand. Maybe if you were here, I would notice that it's really beautiful sunny weather, perfect for walking and going out with friends...

The end

White Wine

Band: DIV

Pairing: Chobi&Chisa

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy, romance

Warnings: erotic scenes

Note: Chisa always is less shy after a few drinks.

Chobi streched lazily and directed his steps to the bed. He wondered where exactly is Chisa. Well, he went to the city with Hikaru and Sana, but why he still wasn't home, even if it was after the midnight?

Chobi sat on the bed and wanted to ring to his beloved one, but he heard the sound of the key being turned in the lock. He got up and walked to the doors, which opened slowly.

Chisa leaned on the doorframe and looked at Chobi with a little blurry eyes. He was drunk, for sure. Seriously drunk.

"He didn't drink so much, relax" said Sana, who probably saw Chobi's face.

A drummer was holding the completely drunk Hikaru by the arm.

"I'm gonna go to Yui. But I should go home quickly, before our vocalist will start quarell at first o'clock".

Sana smiled a little and went down the stairs, pulling Hikaru with him. Saito probably wasn't aware what's going on with him and you could tell him that he's half-demon and has a daughter with his uke, because some sorcerrer made a mistake in a spell and men can giving birth, so he didn't ask and followed Sana.

Chobi sighed and dragged Chisa into the apartment. The vocalist even took his steps quite normally, so he thought it wasn't that bad.

"Hiroki" started Sachi, when he put him on the bed and took off his shoes. "You're gonna to take off my clothes?"

"Well, you probably don't want to sleep in jeans, right?" Chobi took off Chisa's pants and threw it on a chair.

"Nope. It's uncomfortable and a button sticks" replied Chisa, when Chobi took off his shirt. "Oi, Hiroki?"

"Yes, Sachi?"

"I just thought..."

"About w..." Chobi couldn't end his question, because Chisa grabbed his pajamas and pushed him on the bed. "Sachi?"

"You know, I'm already almost naked" Chisa's tiny fingers unfastened all the buttons one by one.

Sachi leand over Chobi, smiling flirtly, and kissed him.

Vocalist's lips tasted of wine.

Whine wine.

Sachi always was less shy after a few drinks. But Hiroki didn't have to agree to be time-limited uke. But he sometimes wanted to let Chisa be seme.

Well, even if Chobi was seme, he wasn't assertive at all...

The end

Necessary Evil

Band: DIV

Pairing: Chobi&Chisa

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: melancholy

Note: Written after DIV's disband announcement.

It's never simple. Making such a decision only seems trivial. But it's just an illusion. Especially when you're working with people who are important for you.

Satoshi and Shougo are like brothers for me. But if I'm arguing with Satoshi all the time, what I can do? I can't be annoyed all the time. I can't lose my friend.

But I have to destroy DIV because of it. We had to announce our disband today. Oh, well. It's normal in this job.

And I would be okay with everything. With Lin, Kohaku and our other friends, who couldn't believe in it. With fans who shower us with questions and emails, full of despair. With Satoshi and Shougo, who are sadder than ever. But you know, I can't be okay with one thing.

I can't forgive myself that you are sitting on a windowsill, with head leaning on the glass and closed eyes. I can even see that you have tears in your eyes. You don't even have a cup of tea, for god's sake!

"Sachi?" I approach you slowly.

I hear you heavy breathing. You try not to cry. You try so hard.

"Sachi..."

You stop my hand, which I wanted to put on your shoulder. That's not good...

"I'm sorry" I say queitly. "I didn't want it. I wanted to depart. And you decided..."

"Our band doesn't exist without you" you say, clenching your fingers on my hand.

You don't know what to do. If you want to let me touch you or not.

"We did it together, Hiroki. We killed DIV. We killed our band."

"Sachi..."

"Stop repeating my name!" you let me go and almost fall from windowsill. "In fact, I killed it. With Shougo. But without you this band has no sense. Nothing has sense!"

"Don't yell" I say calmly. "Please."

"I just don't know, Hiroki" you loose your legs and looked at your feet. "I'm scared. Everything that I used to love, sooner or later... Disappears. Hayato said once that NEXX will last forever. And it's almost five years since it's disband."

"But what are you scared about? I was in a lot of bands. Wait" I grab your shoulders. "Do you think that if Chobi and Chisa won't be together, Hiroki and Sachi will cut contact too?"

You don't answer. You don't have too. I know everything. Besides that, your silence is the best definition of your feelings.

I sigh and hug you tightly. You are silly, you know? But I won't tell you that.

"Sachi, I love you, not Chisa. Don't be afraid, I'm not gonna go anywhere" I stick my fingers in your hair and close my eyes.

"Will you stay with me?" you ask and your breath blows through my shoulder.

"Yes."

"Forever?"

"Don't be such a hopeless romantic" I laugh. "This isn't silly story by our fangirl, who is depressed because of our disband."

"She's probably just mad at you."

"Sachi!"

I probably finally calmed you down. I hope so.

But you laugh. So it's okay.

It has to be.

Because after bad things, good things are coming, right?

The end

Insomnia

Band: DIV

Pairing: Chobi&Chisa

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Chobi couldn't sleep, so he decided to watch some TV series. He didn't expect that he wound end in the hospital, although not because of himself.

I couldn't sleep this night. I don't know, why. I was just laying, looking at the ceiling for a very long time and then I gave up.

I stood up, went to the kitchen and made tea for myself. I grabbed a cup with me and went to the dining room. I sat on the sofa and grabbed a remote. I wonder if there's anything but porn on TV at this hour?

I saw a rerun of a series that I once watched with my grandma a long time ago. I have already forgotten how ugly was the main character. And non-stop pregnant...

"No, Marie. He won't give you money, because he's gonna die in the next episode" I mumbled, looking at the protagonist, who was hopelessly waving her hands, because her boyfriend left her.

Oh, these soap operas. It's supposed to show daily life, but I have the impression that even if I were the protagonist of a sitcom, it would present more real life situations.

I sipped the tea and stared at crying Marie, who hugged that... Esmeralda? Yes, her name was something like that. But my brain thought that it didn't finish school to remember more from this soap opera's plot and turned the power off. Yes, I fell asleep.

I woke up, when someone's finger clenched on my arm. I looked at your frightened eyes and realized that I didn't have time for my brain to load.

"What happened, Sachi?" I asked, worried. You coughed and leaned on me.

"I can't stop coughing" you whispered.

You couldn't take a breath.

"Hiroki..."

"Shhh, don't say anything, you're gonna make it worse" I said, taking the phone from the table and searching for a number.

After third signal, I heard Shougo's voice.

"Chobi, it's third o'clock, are you crazy?"

"Come here, it's bad" I said.

He probably woke up, hearing my serious voice.

"Give me fifteen minutes" he said and ended a call.

I didn't know if we have fifteen minutes. I could call Shougo, a taxi or an ambulance and it won't make a difference.

I covered you with a blanket and took you down. You were shaking from coughing. You didn't say anything else. Not because I told you to. You couldn't.

Shougo was in a carelessly worn T-shirt and sweatpants. I myself didn't look better in plain pajamas. But we didn't have a time.

Maybe if I was awake, I would panic more and wouldn't stay cool... Now I just gave you to the doctors, sat down on the chair and waited.

"Is everything okay?" I heard Shougo's voice.

I looked at him. He stood against the wall, leaning on it.

"Nothing is okay, but thanks for asking I replied. "Can I kill the guy who created asthma?"

"I don't know, why, but first person, about whom I thought, was Pandora, but she's dead already" replied Shougo. "But you know that it will be okay, right?"

"It's the first time when I see him in this state. I can't stand these first times" I sighed. "More than two years. Do yo believe it?"

"I believe" Shougo fluffed my hair. "And I bet that there will be more."

I smiled and closed my eyes. If I fell asleep in the waiting room, can I get the Clumsy Boy of the Century award?

It's morning. You're okay. You're sitting at the table with me and eating lemon croissants.

And everything is okay.

Until your asthma won't come back again.

The end