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Band: D=OUT&Acme (ex. xTRiPx) Pairing: Naoto&Shougo, with Chobi&Chisa in the background Rating: 17+ Genre: romance Warnings: - N...

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Wednesday, 20 December 2023

Diamond

Band: vistlip&ViViD

Pairing: Tomo&Shin

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Shin was a diamond. Tomo always knew it.

And then Ryon-sensei even managed to polish him perfectly.


Your voice was always a diamond. Unpolished, but a beautiful diamond.


For all our friendship I waited untill someone would take you under their wings and take care of your voice.


And it happenned. Satou Ryoko known as Ryon-sensei made your vocal skills even better, sounds even higher and cleaner and your vibrato louder. You became a polished diamond.


"Great, Shin-chan" I said, leaning on the doorframe to your changing room and started to clap my hands.


You let down your gaze, desperately trying to find something to look at on the floor.


"Thanks, Tomo" you said after a while. "Though I have no idea what are you talking about..."


"What do you mean? A live at Budokan so fast? I can only congratulate you" I laughed. "Come here, Shin-chan. We have to celebrate you success."


"But..." you started speaking, but I grabbed your arm and kissed you. "...Tomo?"


"You have no say in this" I smiled and pulled you by your hand.


I don't think you quite understood what just happened and that's good. At least we knew from the start who's on top.

The end

Wednesday, 9 August 2023

Formal

Band: ViViD&Alice Nine

Pairing: Shin&Shou

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Series: Oneshot Challenge

Warnings: -

Note: Formally they're Shou and Shin.

Unformally they're Kazumasa and Akihide.

And that's a fact.


Formally you call me "Shou-san" and I call you "Shin-kun". We smile to each other on joined interviews. Fans think that we simply just like each other. You admire me and I let you to do so. People think a lot of things. They think they know everything about us. Ha! That's a lie.


You open the door leading to the staircase. That knock off vocalist from Gazette passes us. We throw each other deadly stares, make a fake smile and you laugh, when Ruki is gone behind the door. Our cold war is always making you laugh. We go upstairs and stop in front of my flat.


"Are we staying here, or going one floor up?" I ask, and you pull my hand.


I let you go.


"What?" you look at me surprised.


"I'll feed my cats" I reply, I open the door, go to the kitchen and pour some cat food into the cats' bowls.


Then I come back to you, close my flat and follow you upstairs.


When the door closes, Shou-san and Shin-kun disappear and Kazumasa and Akihide show up in their places. All formality dies tragically between the kisses.


Even our bands don't know anything. They don't know I'm the bottom. They don't know you carry me in your arms...


Fomally you call me "Shou-san" and I call you "Shin-kun". But after work and in one of our flats you don't say "I admire you, Shou-san". You whisper me in the ear "I love you, Kazuma".


The end

Wednesday, 19 October 2022

Alcohol is harmful to those who are sober

Band: Alice Nine, Kra, Gazette, Screw, ViViD, Dauto, Rave, Anli Pollicino, Kagrra,

Pairing: Tora&Akiya, Saga&Shou, Nao&Hiroto, Reika&Hikaru, Kouki&Ibuki, Shin&Shindy, Ivu&Ko-ki, Ryoga&Reno, Yasuno&Yuhra, Ruki&Uruha, Aoi&Kai, Ren&Mikuru, You&Nisa, Byou&Jin, Kazuki&Rui

Rating: 17+

Genre: idk

Warnings: alcohol, non-con elements

Note: Sometimes being sober is dangerous. At least you should be sure that you have trusted friends.

(It's old story from 2014, that's why Minase is here, not Naoto.)


 He had never liked such parties. With the whole PSC, where everyone got drunk one by one, and he was sitting in the corner with a glass of water and just stared at the whole group, wondering if he might not drink even a beer that day, because he couldn't stand some people while sober. Sometimes he just couldn't take it all, and then woke up with a hangover and no memories of the night before, but at least he didn't have to force himself to smile as the barely conscious Tora told him a joke about the rainbow unicorn. Well, this joke was a sign that he has to start looking for Akiya, who is rolling somewhere under the table, because if Amano drinks one more beer, they won't come back home or hotel by  themselves.


Shou sighed and stood up, walking over Ivu lying on the floor. He tried to pick him up earlier, but Ivu was too drunk to understand, what's going on and tried to break Shou's fingers, so he gave up.


Shou walked to the slightly ajar closet and peered inside. Hikaru was asleep snuggled into Reika, mumbling something softly. Shou wondered, if he should wake them up, but decided they probably wouldn't be responsive anyway, so he preferred to leave them there.


"Shou-kun, have you sheen Jin?" Byou walked to Shou, almost tripping over his own legs. "I caaaaan't fin' him..."


"He's probably under the table" Shou pointed to the curled blonde ball that was Screw's drummer.


"Shank you" Byou went in the direction Shou indicated.


Ohara sighed for a second time in last few minutes and moved to the other room. Here, as usual, Ren stuck to Kouki's leg, to which Kouki didn't react at all, because he slept cuddled up with Ibuki. Mikuru sat next to Ren and sang a song by Megamasso under his breath. Yuhra tried to explain to Yasuno that it wasn't a good idea to step out of the window, and the musicians from Born argued about who gets to use Taizo lying on the floor as a pillow. Besides, Nao and Hiroto slept with Tora and Akiya on a mattress. Shou was sure that this mattress wasn't there, when he was in this room last time, but was glad that at least they're comfortable.


In the next room, Kazuki was telling Rui some jokes that sober Shou couldn't understand, but luckily Screw's bassist was drunk enough to laugh at them. Ko-ki and Minase had just made a bet as to whether Reno would slip off Ryoga, who has been his mattress, and Manabu was to make sure neither of them faked the result. Shou shook his head in disbelief. Sometimes he felt like he's the oldest of everyone here.


"Shou-san, have you seen my bandmates?" asked almost sober Nisa, trying not to drop totally wasted You.


"Ren and Mikuru are in the second room, but..."


"Nagi disappeared in the bathroom fifteen minutes ago, he probably fell asleep there. Thank you, Shou-san" Nisa pulled You to the second room.


Ohara entered the last room. Rave's drummer, who finally left the bathroom, was sleeping on the blanket next to the sofa. He didn't care about Keiyu, who was poking him with a pencil, making Reita laugh. Kai was sleeping on the sofa with his head on Aoi's lap, who now looked at Shou.


"If you want to know, Shou-kun, Saga-kun is in the bathroom" announced Aoi, shaking cigarette ash into the ashtray. "Shin-kun was here a few minutes ago and he asked about you and his band, and then someone called him, probably Shindy-kun. Okay, I'm gonna sleep now."


Aoi picked up Kai for a moment and laid down next to him. Shou sighed and wanted to leave the room, but someone grabbed his arm.


"Hey, Hoppy, are you goin' somewhere?" asked Ruki, making Uruha laugh.


He even slipped off the chair.


"Let me go, Ruki, or I'll punch you" growled Shou, trying to break away from Ruki, but it only resulted in Gazette's vocalist tightening his grip.


"You're so funny!" Ruki laughed.


His laughter was so loud that it should wake up everyone within a kilometer, but Aoi began to snore instead. Ruki dragged Shou towards the brown door and unlocked it with a key he got from some unknown place.


"I said >>let me go<<" Shou pushed Ruki away from himself, but he laughed again and pushed Shou on the floor.


Gazette's smug vocalist straddled him.


"Get off me, Ruki."


"Okie dokie" Ruki, still sitting on Shou, locked the doors. "D'ya know that you can steal everythin' from Taizo, when he's asleep? He should be more careful about his guests."


"You're drunk."


"We're all drunk" Ruki leaned over Shou. "In fact, I've only been waitin' for such an opportunity for years. To make you traumatized as much as possible, Hoppy. But there was always Isshi or Saga, who is now sleeping in the bathroom, intoxicated with the sleepin' pills I put in his drink. I'm such an evil dude, right, Hoppy?"


"Ruki, what are you..." Shou froze for a moment, when Ruki kissed him greedily, but then he pushed him away and stood up abruptly, throwing Ruki off of himself. "Stop it!"


"Funny how you try to defend yourself" Ruki grabbed the chair Shou was trying to knock him out with. "It won't do anythin', Hoppy, today you're mine."


Ruki threw back the chair and was hit with a fist by Shou. He wiped his injured lip and looked at his fingers.


"That's cute" said Ruki, when Shou tried to open the door.


Ruki grabbed Shou's arms and threw him on the floor again.


"Do you want to leave, Hoppy? Well, you can't. We have to play..."


Thud! The door to the room blew off its hinges and Shin literally burst into the room and stood up from the floor. He looked at confused Ruki sitting on terrified Shou and clenched his hands into fists.


"I knew it" he said and, before whoever could say anything, he punched Ruki in the face.


Ruki hit the wall with his back. He stood up, still shocked, and tried to open his left eye, but he couldn't, because it was already swelled.


"Stupid kid" Ruki sighed. "Do you really must have a bodyguard, life loser?" asked Ruki, smiling meanly, which caused him to bounce off the wall again, and blood dripped from the corner of his mouth.


"Never insult Ohara Kazumasa in front of me" growled Shin, clenching fingers on Ruki's shirt. "And if you try to touch him again, even Uruha won't recognize you. And if Saga-san will be sober and conscious, then you're dead. Do you understand?"


Ruki shivered with fear. Only now he understood that it was better not to mess with Shin after all.


"I'll go lookin' fou ishe" said Ruki, gently pushing Shin away from himself and went towards the door.


Shin sighed and turned to shocked Shou.


"He probably never hit the gym" Shin smiled slightly and gave Shou his hand, then helped him standing up. " I found drunk Saga-san in the toilet and something felt off, because I couldn't wake him up. I will have to pay Taizo-san for his door..."


Shin finched, when Shou hugged him so tightly that Akihide almost lost his breath.


"Thank you" whispered Kazuma.


Shin laughed.


"You're welcome Shou-san" he said as Shou moved away from him. "Now let's go get Saga-san and go home. Shinya called me, saying that I should go home, because he's stuck in the bathroom and the electricity went off and he's a little scared. Too many horror movies, I think" said Shin as he walked through the lying door.


"How did you find us?" asked Shou.


"You yelled at Ruki. I'll know your voice everywhere, Shou-sama" replied Shin, smiling radiantly.


Yes, everything was back to normal.


The end

Wednesday, 12 October 2022

Phone number is out of date

Band: Alice Nine, Kagrra,

Pairing: Saga&Shou

Rating: 17+

Genre: slice of life

Warnings: based on a true story

Note: Saga finds something strange in Shou's phone. He would be even less confused, if it was about cheating or something like this.


 Saga entered the room and looked at Shou. He was so focused on manga that the bassist thought that Ivu could carry him along with the couch, and Ohara wouldn't even notice anything.


"Oi, Kazuma?" Saga talked to him.


Shou flinched and looked at the bassist a bit confused.


"Yes?"


"Can I call to Nao using your phone? Mine is doing weird stuff. I should go to phone service and ask them to fix it" sighed Saga.


"Of course, it's on the shelf" said Shou and returned to reading manga.


Saga took vocalist's phone and started to search for Nao's number.


"Nao, Nao, where are you?" asked Saga, cursing in mind Shou's phone's maker, who thought that it would be a good idea to sort contacs by add data, not by name.


He froze for a moment, when he saw something in katakana.


シノ


Saga looked at kana one more time. Yes, he was sure that he knows what it means.


He called Nao, who's number he finally found, and went to the room. Shou was still reading a manga.


"Thank you" Saga gave him back his phone. "Kazuma?"


"Yes?" Shou looked at him, annoyed.


He didn't like, when someone was wasting his time.


"Why you didn't delete Isshi's number?"


The manga fell to the floor with a thud. Shou sighed and didn't say anything.


"But Nao probably canceled his number a long time ago..."


"He didn't."


"Why?"


"Shino had some app which let him record original voice message for ten numbers. Somethimes... I like to call him, when I'm sad" explained Shou.


Saga looked at Shou's phone still laying on the sofa. He picked it and after a long moment found Isshi's number. He pressed a green handset and waited.


Hi, Kazuma. I can't talk with you now, but if you are calling for the third time or in a row, you may feel invited to the cafe for a cake. It can be even your favourite carrot cake. Leave a message after a singal, if you want. See you later.


Saga slowly lowered his hand with the phone. Even if he was often cold bastard, he just... wanted to cry.


Saga sat down next to Shou, bent down, picked up the manga and put it on the table.


"I can't believe that he's dead for so long already" whispered Shou. "I have the impression that I spoke to him yesterday."


Saga smiled gently and hugged Shou.


"I can take you to this cafe..."


"When I tried to enter this cafe last time, I almost burst in tears, so forgive me, but I have to deny" said Shou queitly.


"So we can go somewhere else. And if you don't want to, don't delete this number. I deleted it, I could hear only standard formula, not something like that" said Saga. "Come, I have to take you to the city before you'll make my sweater wet again."


Shou smiled a little and stood up, when Saga grabbed his hand.


"Let's go to the lake."


"I want to observe the clouds."


"The sky is always only thing that is interesting for you. And stars. And moon. Eventually the ceiling starts to wave."


"Sakamoto!"


Saga laughed, when Shou smacked his arm. Yes, he loved to tease him. And loved him too.


The end

Wednesday, 21 September 2022

Silence in the Darkness

Band: ViViD&Alice Nine

Pairing: Shin&Shou

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy, romance

Warnings: some erotic scenes

Note: Shou has a nightmare after break up with Saga, so Shin wants to conform him.

And there is a little hope for a future too.


"Shou-san?" he heard, when he woke up. "What are you doing here so early? And why are you asleep?"


The vocalist opened his eyes. He saw Sachiko, the cleaning lady, who was leaning over the broom and looking at him with concern.


"I fell asleep?" Shou was confused.


He sat up on the sofa. His body hurt.


"Yes, you fell asleep" nodded Sachiko.


"Well, I should go home" said Shou, standing up.


"So, why you came here?" Sachiko looked at him a little confused.


"Wait, Sachiko-san. What time is it?" asked Shou.


Sachiko looked at her watch.


"Almost 7am" replied the cleaning lady. "Why are you asking?"


"7am?"


"Yes. Wait, Shou-san, do you want to tell me, that you were sleeping here all night?" Sachiko was shocked.


"Probably" Shou sighed. "Goodbye, Sachiko-san."


"Goodbye" replied the cleaning lady and started doing her job.


* * *


Shou pulled out the keys from his pocked and opened the door to the staicase. He was still confused that he really fell asleep in studio. He just wanted to stay a little longer to do some things and fell asleep on the sofa. It was strange in his case.


"Good morning, Shou-sama!"


He recognized this voice after a while, because he still was a little sleepy. He turned around. He was right, it was Shin.


Younger vocalist stood in front of him, a little confused. In one hand he had a trashbag, in other a cup probably with his morning coffee.


"Hello, Shin-kun" replied Shou finally.


Shin looked at his coffee, at Shou and then gave him his mug.


"It will be helpful for you" he said, smiling and walked down the stairs.


"Thank you" muttered Shou, still sleepy, taking a sip of the drink and wondering, why the younger vocalist was running to throw the garbage with the coffee in his hand.


Well, everyone has their own habits.


The door creaked as Shou entered the apartment. It felt way too quiet. It had been like that for two months. Saga left him. Not for any particular reason, one day he just left.


Shou put Shin's mug on the nightstand and laid down on the bed, opening the manga and looking for the page where he finished reading. But he couldn't focus. The longer Saga was gone, the more lonely he felt. He needed someone's touch, anyone's.


Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Shou broke out of his thoughts and stood up slowly. Everything still hurt him, the couch in the studio was very uncomfortable. He opened the door and saw Shin behind it.


"Shou-sama, do you have a mop or something like that, because my bathroom is... Shou-sama, what happened?" Shin's face changed from a bemused smile to worry.


He raised his hand and wiped with his hand the tears that Shou didn't even notice.


"Why are you crying, Shou?"


"I don't know, my eyes are watering from lack of sleep" replied Shou, suddenly realizing that Shin hadn't added "san" or "sama" to his nickname.


"Why won't you sleep a little? If you have time, of course" said Shin. "But you know, whenever you feel sad, you can come to my place for tea. My door is open to you at any time of the day or night."


"I'll remember that" Shou forced a little smile. "About the mop, I'll get it right away."


"I would take mine, but it broke recently and I forgot to buy a new one" explained Shin as Shou handed him the mop.


"How can a mop break?" Shou was surprised.


"You have to be me" Shin laughed shortly. "Thank you, Shou-sama. See you later!"


Before Shou closed the door, he noticed that Shin tripped on stairs.


* * *


He couldn't sleep. He was laying in the darkness, staring with blurry eyes at the ceiling. He felt empty. That silence around him was strangling him. After a while he finally fell asleep.


He was in the studio. Suddenly the building shook and collapsed. Shou woke up after a while and was surprised to find that he was practically fine. The building contained all of the PSC bands, except for Ruki and Keiyu, whom he noticed standing in front of the rubble.


"Look, they died" announced Kousuke, nudging Hikaru with his foot.


"They're all dead" confirmed Gazette's vocalist, patting Shin's cheek.


"Isn't that funny?" Keiyu laughed as he stepped over Byou.


"Of course" Ruki sneered as he picked up Nao's shirt.


"Shouldn't he join the rest?" Keiyu pointed at Shou, while kicking Born's vocalist in the back.


"That's right" Ruki pulled a knife out of his pocket. "Come on, Bunny, it will be fun!"


Shou started to run. He jumped over Yuhra and wanted to leave the rumbles. But even if the building collapsed, the walls stayed. Or maybe not the walls, but some strange, invissible barrier, which didn't bother Ruki at all.


"I'm gonna kill you like others" Ruki laughed and tried to stab Shou.


But before the knife could reach him...


...he woke up. He cried again, this time out of fear. He stood up. He didn't care about late hour. He went to the staircase, locked the door and quickly ran upstairs, so after a while he was standing in front of Shin's apartment and waiting for the younger vocalist to open the door for him.


"Who's there?" he heard a voice behind the door.


After a moment they opened with force and Shin stood in the doorway, looking like he had seen a ghost.


"Shou-sama?"


"I had a nightmare" announced Shou. "You died in it. They all died. Only Ruki and Keiyu... They wanted to kill me. Can I go in?"


"Sure, come in" Shin let Shou inside. "Sit down on the sofa and make yourself comfortable. I'll make some tea to calm you down."


Shou watched Shin all the way to the kitchen. The younger vocalist didn't look like he was going to bed, he was still wearing his casual clothes. He returned a moment later and put two mugs on the table.


"Shou, you're trembling" no suffix again.


Shin sat down next to him on the couch.


"Hey, it's just a dream, nothing like that happened. We're both alive, right?"


"You haven't seen all your friends and loved ones dead" replied Shou, feeling his hands starting to tremble. "They all... Even you... Everyone..."


Shou twitched as Shin hugged him.


"Relax, Shou" he said softly, stroking his head. "It's just a bad dream."


"You're warm" Shou whispered, closing his eyes. "And so caring. And I thought you could only act like a fanboy in my presence."


"Shou...?" Shin blinked as Shou laid down on his lap.


"Comfortably" muttered Shou. "Just don't faint because I'm hugging you or something. I just need someone's closeness..."


"I understand" nodded Shin. "Actually, I would rather have Shindy lying here right now. Although..."


"Although?"


"That option is nice for me, too" replied Shin.


"Shin?"


"Yes?"


Shou got up and looked into his eyes.


"You know that I still love Sakamoto, right?"


"I know. I love Shindy" Shin shrugged and... kissed him. "Which doesn't change the fact that I like you, Kazumasa."


"Akihide..."


"Wait, what?" Shin laughed, then froze for a really short moment. "Did you really say my name?"


"Indeed" Shou was surprised by this himself, then shuddered as Shin embraced his arms and legs and took him in his arms.


"We're going to the bedroom, my bed is probably more comfortable than this sofa" explained Shin, smiling slightly.


"You are strong" Shou noticed with a little surprise as Shin put him on the bed.


"Do I seem weak for you?" Shin kissed Shou gently.


Kazuma shook his head.


"Sometimes when you're in ultra-fanboy mode, but besides that never..."


"Probably" Shin undid the last button of Shou's pajamas. "Hey, Kazuma?"


"What?"


"What would happen, when we wake up in the morning?" Shin asked looking at Shou attentively.


"Nothing's going to happen" replied Shou, taking off Shin's shirt. "We are both still single, we are both in love with other people. I think everything will be back to normal."


"Do you think so?" asked Shin, flipping Shou onto the bed and leaning over him.


"Yes. Don't worry about the future, Akihide" Shou stroked Shin's cheek. "So I am uke again?"


"You said yourself that I'm not weak" Shin smirked and pulled Shou into a passionate kiss.


* * *


Only the ticking of the clock broke the silence. Shou cuddled up to Shin, trying to calm his breathing.


"I was starting to wonder, why I didn't come here sooner."


"Huh, do you want one more time?" Shin laughed and ran his fingers through Shou's hair. "You look cute, when your hair is so messy."


"We should go take a shower" said Shou. "But I'm too sleepy now."


"Me too" Shin smiled slightly.


"By the way, why weren't you sleeping before?"


"Insomnia" explained Shin shortly. "Sometimes it happens to me. And then I'm like a zombie on the rehearsal."


"Do you think you're going to fall asleep now?"


"We have to fall asleep, because we won't get up tomorrow" said Shin.


A moment later, he fell overwhelmed by sleep.


"Interesting situation" Shou grabbed Shin's right hand which the younger vocalist was hugging him. "We both have such soft hands..."


Shou's eyes closed slowly and he fell asleep. This time he didn't have any nightmares.


Shin's alarm clock woke them. Shou opened his eyes and was surprised to discover that he had been sleeping all night holding Shin's hand.


"How romantic" said Shin, untangling their fingers. "Come on, let's make some breakfast. I'll be a little late at worst."


Moments later, in front of Shou, there was a bowl of rice and a cup of warm tea.


"Do you want some veggies, or do you prefer a sweet breakfast?" Shin smiled radiantly.


"Sweet is fine" said Shou, and Shin put cinnamon and sugar on the table.


"Pour as much as you want. I swear it's tasty" Shin, still smiling, poured some sauce over his rice, which he heated in a pot. "I prefer ginger sauce, though."


"Tasty indeed" Shou admitted after tasting Shin's culinary innovations. "Reno won't kill you if you're late?"


"You know Reno, Shou-sama needed some help to deal with his feelings, forgive me for being late" Shin quoted his excuse as he sat down in front of Shou.


"Bon appetit~!" they said simultaneously and ate their breakfast in silence.


Shou opened the door to his apartment, saying goodbye to Shin a moment earlier. Yes, everything is back to normal.


* * *


About a month later, Shou heard a key click in the door. He got up from the couch and saw Saga hanging his sweatshirt on a hanger as if nothing had happened.


"Hi" he said calmly, but Shou knew that he was nervous. "You know... Well... I tried to sleep around, because I wanted to forget about you, but... I need you. Not all of these women in clubs."


Shou blinked. Yes, it was a typical confession for Saga.


"Well..." Saga scratched his head. "Erm... Should I buy you chocolates and flowers, or just go out and never come back?"


Shou tilted his head. What is he talking about?


"Sakamoto, do you really think that I would be able to throw you out the door?" Shou took a few steps towards him. "Besides, believe me, I also had to comfort myself somehow after you left me."


"You? Were you able to do this?" Saga frowned.


"As you can see" Shou shrugged.


"You're impossible" Saga sighed.


"And who says that?" Shou snorted, getting closer to Saga.


"In fact, I'm worse..." Saga sighed.


Shou blinked confusedly.


"Did you admit it?"


"Yes?" Saga bit his lower lip. "Should I go get these chocolates?"


"And asters."


"Yes, I know, I remember" Saga smiled slightly, putting his arm around Shou's waist. "I missed you a little... But you must have cried for more than one night, huh?"


"After all, our colleagues won't look at us like we're serial killers" Shou kissed Saga softly. "But you didn't have to smoke just before you got here."


"Do you know how stressful it was?! Good thing I still had the keys, because you probably wouldn't let me in" Saga laughed shortly, hugging Shou. "You know, Kazuma... I promise that I will never leave you again."


"And why I have to believe you?"


"Because you love me" Saga smiled fondly. "Right?"


"Don't even doubt it" Shou closed his eyes.


The silence became Saga's voice, who illuminated the darkness around him with his favorite lighter.


The end

Wednesday, 7 September 2022

Notes

Band: 168 -one sixty eight-&Migimimi sleep tight

Pairing: Aoi&Ryohei

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: some erotic scenes

Note: Aoi is sad, so Ryohei tries something new to cheer him up.


Ryohei entered the room and rubbed his eyes. Aoi was sitting on the windowsill and lazily tracing circles on the glass with his finger.


"What are you thinking about?" asked Ryohei, staring at Aoi. "Nobu?"


"About the fact that I don't have to go to anyone this year" replied Aoi, still tracing circles. "Every year this day I was packing my suitcase and then I was driving to my parents and grandma. To my dad and grandma. To my grandma. But now even this house is sold. There is no one there anymore. Although maybe this new family has already moved in. Probably so. They will sit down to the supper, go outside, look at the fireworks shining in the sky, count the time until the end of the year, dance, return home, go to sleep, get up in the morning and run quickly to the temple, because it's cold. And then to the cemetery to express New Year's greetings to the deceased relatives and they will return home."


"Nobu..."


"What?" Aoi turned back and looked at Ryohei. "What's wrong?"


"Nothing, I just... I'm sad" explained Ryohei.


"Why? You have your own family" Aoi leaned over the window. "They're probably waiting for you."


"For ten years nobody is waiting for me" replied Ryohei.


Aoi looked at him.


"What are you talking about? Your parents are alive, right?"


"Yes, they're alive" Ryohei smiled ironically. "But I would prefer them dead."


"Ryohei!" Aoi frowned. "You shouldn't tell something like that, you shouldn't even think this way!"


"Your parents loved you, Nobu. You can't talk with them, because they're dead, not because..." Ryohei stopped for a moment and sat on the bed. "They don't want to. They disowned me, because I'm a guitarist in a rock band and I like boys. And because of this I'm an ungrateful son who they don't want to know anymore."


Ryohei twitched as he felt Aoi hugging him.


"When did you get here?"


"You were so focused on talking about these two assholes, who made you that you didn't notice" explained Aoi. "Why you didn't tell me?"


"About what? About me being gay or about my homophobic parents, who hate me?"


"About both things" replied Aoi. "You should tell me earlier."


"I know" Ryohei sighed.


"So" Aoi smiled fondly. "You don't like girls, Ryo-chan?"


"No. They're ugly..." Ryohei chuckled. "Why are you laughing at me? Your breath tickles me."


"Because I'm curious" said Aoi. "Have you ever been on top in your life?"


"Do you think I'm someone, who could be on top?" Ryohei frowned. "You know, nobody allowed me to before."


"But you don't have to ask for it."


"No?"


"No" Aoi shook his head. "If you want to be seme, you just have to grab his wrists, push him on the bed and kiss him. And then slowly, calmly take off his clothes. You don't have to hurry. There is no need for it."


"Okay, I understand" Ryohei smirked, looking at Aoi, who already clenched his fingers on his shirt.


"Wait, Ryohei, what are you up to?"


"So you say that..." Ryohei got up and grabbed Aoi's wrists. "I have to do this."


He pushed Aoi on the bed.


"And this."


He kissed him.


"And then I have to take off your clothes?"


"Let me go."


"No."


"Let me."


"No."


"But... What are you doing? What...?!"


"I'm looking for something."


"For what? Oh, okay, you found it. Now let me go."


"No."


"Let. Me. Go."


"No."


"I said that... What are you doing now?"


"I'm looking for something."


"What are you looking for in this drawer?"


"Scarf."


"What do you need a scarf for?"


"Because you are lunging."


"Did you just tie my hands to the bed frame?"


"Yes."


"Ryohei! Damn, I can't break free. Where are you going?"


"For a second scarf."


"For what?"


"Because if I tie each hand with one scarf, I will have more room to show off."


"Ryohei, come back here! Well, uke grounded me with some pink scarf with white dots. Wait, they're not dots, they're hearts. Ryohei!"


"Yes?"


"Where did you get so many scarves and what do you need them for?"


"From Tomo."


"vistlip's vocalist?"


"Yes."


"I'll kill him."


"Ask Shin."


"Which one?"


"ViViD's vocalist."


"Why him?"


"Because he's Tomo's friend."


"Seriously? That's interesting."


"Why?"


"Just because."


"Shinobu, did you sleep with them?"


"Would you please set me free? Please?"


"Oh, you were sleeping with them."


"Yes, my fault. Untie me."


"Will you be lunging?"


"Okay, I won't, I'll be a sweet, innocent uke."


"Sweet and innocent? This might be interesting. Nobu, have you ever been on the bottom?"


"Yes, I've been. Twice. With the same man. With no one else."


"And with whom?"


"With Akiya. Kagrra,'s former guitarist. Why are you asking?"


"Because you're scared."


"What? No, I'm not afraid, I just..."


"Being uke isn't scary."


"Said the one who was never been seme."


"Be quiet."


"Ryohei... What... How did you find it so quickly?!"


"A matter of practice."


"He found twice and..."


"Oh, here too. I need to take notes."


"You're impossible."


"I know. You love me for that."


* * *


Aoi wore his dressing-gown on his shoulders and left the bathroom, wiping hair with the towel. Ryohei was sitting on the sofa. He was making some notes in the notebook.


"What are you doing, Ryo-chan?" asked Aoi, looking over his shoulder.


"I'm taking notes."


"Are you serious?" Aoi was surprised.


"Yes" Ryohei nodded. "In general, you can be touched anywhere but here, because you react too strongly and stick your fingers in my arms painfully, which isn't pleasant."


"But it's pleasant for me."


"But not for me. My shoulders still hurt" Ryohei looked at Aoi, smiling fondly.


"Sorry" Aoi sat next to Ryohei. "So, how did you like being seme?


"I could learn a lot about you, when I focus on doing something, not just dance how your seme plays for you" Ryohei replied. "The cool thing about being uke is that seme knows exactly what you enjoy."


"You have a strange idea about being both, Ryo-chan" said Aoi said. "You better be the uke, because otherwise strange things happen."


"Well, actually" Ryohei narrowed his eyes. "Can I be seme all the time?"


"Forget it."


"But Nobu!"


"No" Aoi pushed Ryohei onto the sofa. "And now I'll show you what it really means to be seme."


"Shinobu..."


The end

Wednesday, 10 August 2022

Frosting

Band: Alice Nine with ViViD and Anli Pollicino in the background

Pairing: Saga&Shou, mentioned Shin&Shindy

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy, romance

Warnings: -

Note: It was a strange rainy day, when Saga has been clumsy and Shou has gone crazy about frosting and cookies.



"What else?" hissed Saga, when his key broke in a lock.


It was raining. Basist didn't take an umbrella with him, so he was soaking wet now. To make things better, some nice car driver drove at full speed into a puddle, decorating Saga's white jacket with mud stains. It couldn't be seen as much on his black pants. Earlier he tripped on some dog that crossed his path causing him to hit the pavement with his behind. In this moment Saga wanted to yell from the rage.


"Hiroto is the clumsiest one in the band, not me!" he growled, kicking thr door.


Then he saw the remains of his key falling out of the door lock and slightly confused Shin appeared in the door to the hall.


"Good morning, Saga-san. I was checking my mailbox, when I noticed you" he said looking at his outfit. "Now you know how it's like to be me. Welcome to my world."


"Thank you for opening the door, Shin-kun" said Saga, passing by him.


He actually was tired of this annoying kid, who kept following Shou and threw sparkles as soon as he saw him. It's weird that Shindy allowed such behavior. Shin was seme here, so he should act more mature, but what does he expect from such kids?


As soon as Saga opened his flat's door, his nose was hit with a nice smell coming from the kitchen. When he went there, he saw Shou, wearing an appron, with his face covered in flour and fingers covered in remains of dough. All surfaces in the kitchen were covered with bowls full of cookies.


"Kazuma? What, for Buddha's sake, are you doing?" asked Saga, forgetting he's soaked with water.


"Oh, Sakamoto, you're back" Shou smiled while taking out more cookies from the oven. "You're drenched?"


"No, it's a new fashion trend, you know? Water collection. All clothes are wet" said Saga.


"I'll make you some tea and you go change then come here and help me with decorating the cookies" Shou smiled even more.


Saga thought it's only possible for Nao and Hiroto. Or Tora when Akiya sends him text messages about... Nevermind. He shouldn't go through his friend's text messages, because it leaves him traumatised.


"Whatever you want" said Saga, then let out a heavy sigh and went to look for clean clothes.


When he came back, Shou looked more like himself, but he still had his appron on. After a closer look Saga realised the spots on the appron aren't spots. They were ladybugs. Smiling ladybugs.


And he thought Shin was childish?


"What kind of frosting do you want?" asked Shou, putting Saga in front of a mountain of cookies. "Because I have a basic white one, but I also bought red one, green one, blue one, purple one, yellow one and glitter one. Look."


The vocalist took one cookie and put some bright pink frosting on it, making a pink, sparkly star-shaped cookie.


"Kazuma, sunshine, listen, it's not really fu..." Saga couldn't finish, because Shou put a cookie in his mouth.


"So what kind of frosting do you want?" asked Shou again.


Saga pointed to the red one and looked at his koi. He was in a good mood today, or wanted to put himself in a good mood?


After decorating with colorful frosting half of the stars, teddies, cats, dogs, moons, clovers, piggies, pandas, elephants and apparently owls, Saga wondered what will happen if they'll run out of one of the frostings. And why did they have so many cookies.


"And we're out of the glitter one" said Shou sadly, looking at an empty container.


"What if we run put of frosting?" asked Saga, painting a cat cookie to be Harry Potter.


"I can make some more of the white one" said Shou, taking the blue frosting. "It's raining so much today, just like the sky was crying."


"Because of sky's moods I have a dirty jacket, bruised butt and broken key, so the angels better buy themselves a mountain of vanilla ice cream and cure their depression" complained Saga, painting the cat-shaped cookie yellow.


"Such things happen to Hiroto or Shin, not you" noticed Shou, painting the elephant blue.


"Something is bothering you, Kazuma?" asked Saga.


Shou looked at him, then at the picture on the wall.


"I just remembered about something. That's all" said Shou, taking the teddy cookie out of the bowl. "And I think it's better to not talk about it."


"Hey, Kazuma?"


"Yes?"


Saga poured some blue frosting on his finger and poked Shou's nose.


"Don't be sad. It'll be alright" he said, smiling. "What's with the cookies, though?"


"Shin found some baking forms and asked if I need them. So I decided to try them out" said Shou, then laughed.


Saga shook his head.


"Not a bad idea, though. Bring him some of the cookies. He'll be so happy he'll start running on the ceeling.


"Sakamoto, Shin is not some obsessed fan" Shou tried to be threatening, but he looked like he tried so hard not to laugh.


"Whatever you wish for" said Saga, looking at Shou. "You have some frosting there, you know?"


"Where?" asked Shou. "I wiped the blue one off my nose."


"Here" Saga left a smudge of red frosting with his finger on Shou's lips, then he kissed him. "What a sweet frosting."


"Do you want to up my mood even more?" asked Shou, smiling.


"Yeah. The worst that could happen is Shin being traumatised like me after Tora's and Akiya's text messages" Saga laughed and pulled Shou towards the door. "Don't worry. We'll finish decorating the cookies later. But we should close the door to stop your cats from licking the frosting."


"They can be a bit hungry" Shou chuckled and did what Saga asked him to do.


* * *


Shindy murmures domething in his sleep, when a phonecall woke him up. He found the source of annoying sounds and pressed the green button.


"Yes?"


"Shinya, where are those earplugs you bought last time? I cannot find them."


Shindy only laughed. Being Shou's neighbour had a lot of good sides and only one downside - horny Saga.


The end

Wednesday, 20 July 2022

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Band: Kagrra, Alice Nine, THE KIDDIE, D=OUT, vistlip, MoNoLith, D, Lack-Co., Sadie, Nightmare, D'espairsRay, Anli Pollicino, ViViD, Kra, Lustknot., Dir en grey, 168 -one sixty eight-, Migimimi sleep tight, THE MICRO HEAD 4N'S

Pairing: Isshi&Nao, Izumi&Shin, Tora&Akiya, Saga&Shou, Nao&Hiroto, Yusa&Yuusei, Sorao&Yuudai, Minase&Jun, Reika&Hikaru, Kouki&Ibuki, Tomo&Tohya, Umi&Yuh, Rui&Shuhei, Takafumi&Hayato, Ryu&Keita, Asagi&Ruiza, Hiroki&Hide-zou, Tsunehito&San, Tsurugi&Kei, Mao&Mizuki, Hitsugi&Yomi, Ruka&Sakito, Karyu&Zero, Tsukasa&Hizumi, Masatoshi&Yo-ichi, Kiyozumi&Takuma, Shin&Shindy, Ivu&Ko-ki, Ryoga&Reno, Yasuno&Yuhra, Keiyu&Mai, Satoshi&Takuya, Yuki&Sino, Die&Toshiya, Kyo&Shinya, Aoi&Ryohei, Kazuya&Ricky

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy, parody

Warnings: -

Note: How does adawinry see each pairing? Take the trip to the bathroom as an example.


 "Save water, bathe with your girlfriend!"

* * *

Nao: Shino?

Isshi: Don't even think about it.

Nao: But Shino... *puppy eyes*

Isshi: Lavender or rose oil?

* * *

Izumi: Hashi, I bought you a yogurt.

Shin: Should I fill the bathtub with water?

* * *

Tora: Aki, I bought you vanilla scented bubble bath!

Akiya: What are you doing? Does it have anything to do with that commercial?

Tora: No, absolutely not.

Akiya: Let's go to the bathroom, you silly.

* * *

Saga: Kazuma, sunshine. I was shopping and I bought you all the soy milk flavors.

Shou: The bathtub is mine, Sakamoto.

* * *

Hiroto: What's in it for me?

Nao: Whatever you want.

Hiroto: "Dragon Ball" marathon and you're explaining Shou, why we skipped the band practice.

Nao: I could offer a dinner...

* * *

Yuusei: Ryohei, come on!

Yusa: Don't jump or you'll...

Yuusei: *slips on the the tiles*

Yusa: ...trip and fall.

* * *

Sorao: Yuudai, come on.

Yuudai: No.

Sorao: I'll give you a cookie.

Yuudai: *facepalm* Who am I living with?

* * *

Jun: Are we going?

Minase: Yes!

* * *

Reika: Come with me.

Hikaru: Okay, but don't put your selfie on Twitter after that.

Reika: Hikaru!

Hikaru: I go, I go.

* * *

Ibuki: Why are you carrying me?

Kouki: It's more romantic that way.

Ibuki: Honey, I don't need romance. I need sex. Now.

* * *

Tomo: Matsu?

Tohya: But you're providing me instant noodles for a year.

Tomo: Are you crazy?!

* * *

Umi: Umm, Yuu?

Yuh: Yes?

Umi: Uhh...

Yuh: Fill the bathtub.

* * *

Rui: *trips on a doorway*

Shuhei: *trips on Rui*

Rui: I guess that's it.

* * *

Takafumi: Hayato, can we take a bath together?

Hayato: I was about to ask you the same!

* * *

Ryu: Keita, follow me to the bathroom.

Keita: But I am seme.

Ryu: In your dreams, love. Come here.

* * *

Ruiza: Takahiro?

Asagi: Yoshiyuki?

Ruiza: So no?

Asagi: My uke is smart.

* * *

Hide-zou: *slips on the tiles and falls down*

Hiroki: Should I call an ambulance?

* * *

San: What do you think, Tsune? If my hair is blue and yours is red, will the water turn purple?

Tsunehito: Yes. Well treat it as our child and name Murasaki-chan.

* * *

Kei: Kenyo, for what do you need that phone?

Tsurugi: I need to post something on Twitter, right?

Kei: And maybe add a yellow rubber ducky?

Tsurugi: Good idea!

* * *

Mizuki: Masao, maybe we should turn the light off and light some candles?

Mao: In your dreams.

* * *

Yomi: Did something happen, Ikari?

Hitsugi: I wonder how long do I need to be underwater to get my piercing rusty.

Yomi: Better go buy that bubble bath, before they close the shop.

* * *

Sakito: *grabs Ruka's hand*

Ruka: *follows Sakito with poker face*

* * *

Karyu: Michio?

Zero: Yoshi, sunshine. No one's gonna fit in that bathtub with you. Do I have to sit on your lap?

* * *

Hizumi: *pulls Tsukasa's sleeve*

Tsukasa: I was thinking about that.

* * *

Yo-ichi: Masa-chan, Masa-chan!

Masatoshi: Only if you won't get into the washing machine.

* * *

Kiyozumi: Takuma, honey...

Takuma: There's practice tomorrow.

Kiyozumi: So tomorrow.

Takuma: There's practice the day after tomorrow. And there'll be practices as long as you won't change your mind.

* * *

Shindy: Akihide, where are you?

Shin: *waves his hand from under the pile of towels*

Shindy: *pretends to write a note* Day tweenty ninth. Akihide drowned in the towels for the third time.

* * *

Ko-ki: Maybe I'm a sexoholic, but a bathtub is a private space and...

Ivu: *lifts Ko-ki and carries him to the bathroom*

Ko-ki: Who did I try to argue with?

* * *

Reno: Tensei, are we going?

Ryoga: No.

Reno: Do you still think I know the word "no"?

* * *

Yuhra: Come take a bath.

Yasuno: No way! My hair will get curly!

* * *

Keiyu: Are you coming or not?

Mai: I don't really have a choice...

* * *

Satoshi: Takuya, water is getting cold.

Takuya: Wait a minute, I cannot take a picture.

Satoshi: Kami-sama...

* * *

Yuki: Sino?

Sino: No.

Yuki: Did someone ask you?

* * *

Toshiya: *grabs Die's arm and pulls him into the bathroom*

Die: I need to sell the TV.

* * *

Kyo: Shinya?

Shinya: I washed Miyu today.

Kyo: Nevermind then.

* * *

Ryohei: *looks at Aoi*

Aoi: I'm not your girlfriend.

Ryohei: But you're mine.

Aoi: No, honey. You're mine. Now let's go to the bathroom.

* * *

Kazuya: Poochie poochie, get in the bathtub.

Ricky: I can't. I'm waiting for the UFO.

* * *

The end

Wednesday, 13 July 2022

Love counselor

Band: Alice Nine, with Kagrra,, ViViD and Anli Pollicino in the background

Pairing: Saga&Shou, mentioned Isshi&Nao, Tora&Akiya, Shin&Shindy

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy

Warnings: -

Note: Shou didn't want to become some love counselor, but his friends think that he's perfect on this position.


*ding dong*


Shou got off the couch and approached the door. He knew very well who was it.


"Hello" Isshi smiled lightly. "Will you let me in or are we going to talk here?"


"Come in, you meanie" Shou invited him with the motion of his hand. "I'll make us some tea."


Shou sat in an armchair and looked at Isshi with anticipation.


"Will you finally tell me who is it about?" he asked, when his friend didn't react.


"About Nao" Isshi gave a short reply. "He's acting a bit weird, don't you think?"


"Your Nao?" Isshi nodded his head. "Weird, you say. So you're worried about him. That's why you came here?"


"It's complicated" said Isshi.


"For you?" Shou laughted. "This is the first time I hear something is not easy for you."


"It's complicated, because I'm starting to act weird and it's getting annoying" explained Isshi.


Shou froze for a brief moment.


"You fell in love?" Shou's eyes became larger than normally.


"Is it that weird?" asked Isshi, fiddling his fingers.


"No" Shou laughed. "But you know. You're a vocalist. I always thought we know how to express our feelings."


"Well, looks like I'm an exception."


"You're scared."


"I'm not scared!" said Isshi.


"Don't tell lies, Isshi. Everyone is scared" Shou smiled lightly. "Just tell him about it. I have good feelings about this situation. Now drink your tea before it gets cold."


*ding dong*


"What now?" Shou got up from the bed and approached the door.


When he opened it, he saw Tora.


"Help me or I'll go crazy" said Tora.


"Amano Masashi, you incompetent human, it's 3AM. At this hour people sleep" Shou eyed Tora. "I know you're not 100% Japanese, but I'd like to let you know this is not normal situation."


"So I'm crazy?" Tora leaned on a door frame. " I didn't sleep for two days. Help me."


"If tomorrow we'll be unconscious on a practice, I'll kill you" Shou gave out a deep sigh.


Shou poured some tea into two cups and put them on the table.


"What's bothering you?"


"That's the problem. I don't know" said Tora. "Well... Shou. have you ever fell in love with a guy? It's surreal. You cannot love someone of the same gender or at least I cannot do it. Did you know Isshi and Nao are together? They are kissing. Did you understand that?"


"Tora, are you by any chance drunk?" Shou asked, hardly stoping himself from laughter.


"I'm not drunk. I'm scared" corrected him Tora.


"That's what so scary to you? Isshi's and Nao's happiness?" asked Shou. "If you want to know, I had a hand in the fact that both of them finally got together..."


"Not them. I scare myself" Tora exhaled.


"Kami, Tora, can you be more clear? I'm the vocalist here and I have no idea what are you talking about" Shou sighed.


"I feel warm when I see Akiya and I can't stop looking at his smile" explained Tora.


"And?"


"Is this normal? He's a dude, right? And I'm straight, right? Then what's going on?"


"Tora, how old are you?"


"Huh?"


"How old are you?" Shou smiled. "Twelve? FIfteen? Because no way you're almost thirty."


"Shou!"


"You'll wake up my neighbours, stop screaming" Shou smacked Tora's head. "Look around, Amano. There are mostly gays and bisexuals among musicians. Not a lot of straight people. Maybe Kaoru fro DIr en grey. Do you love Akiya? That's good, I'm happy. Tell him so everyone will live happily ever after. Now drink your tea and go to sleep or else Nao will kill us for being zombies on a band practice."


*ding dong*


"Good morning, Shou-san" Shin smiled. "Come in, please."


"They should pay me for doing this" said Shou, closing the doors behind him. "What happened, Shin-kun?"


"Have you ever fallen in love with someone you don't get to see around too often?" asked Shin, attempting to sit in the armchair, but judging the distance badly and falling down.


"No, and you could try to not kill yourself when I'm around" Shou smiled. "I don't want to go to prison."


"You really spent too much time with Isshi" said Shin. "I mean... I'll go make some tea!"


Shin got up rapidly and ran to the kitchen. Shou looked at him.


"No, Shou. Now is not the time for self-pity" he muttered to himself.


"Here you go" Shin came back after a while and put a blue mug with flower pattern in front of Shou.


Kazuma laughted quietly.


"So will you explain me why did you fall in love with someone unavalible again?" asked Shou, picking up the mug.


"That's not my fault" complained Shin.


"Man or woman?"


"Man... In theory" Shin laughed.


"So it's a guy in a dress, huh?" Shou smiled. "At least he won't get pregnant with other guy like Bunko or turns out to be a lesbian like Miyuki. And won't curse you for your orientation like Junko. He also sound like someone from our scene, so at least he won't run away only because you're a vocalist, like Mitsuki did. What are you waiting for, Shin?"


"You remember all my girlfriends?" asked Shin.


"Believe me, somehow I remember  everyone that clung to your arm when you opened me doors. But the nicest one so far was Mitsuru. Why did you two break up?"


"I told you, he got bored" Shin sighed. "But we're still in touch. He calls me with his problems and I call him with mine."


"And with falling in love with mister Y you couldn't, because...?"


"Yes. I'm gonna call my ex to ask him how to make someone take his place. That would be embarrasing" said Shin.


"He was the one who left you."


"It was mutual. Anyway, it's not about Mitsuru. It's about Shindy."


"Anli Pollicino's Shindy?" asked Shou.

Shin nodded his head.


"You would match each other."


"Kazuma, you forgot to close the door. They'll rob us again!" Saga stormed into Shin's flat. "Sorry for barging in, but my forgetful uke doesn't understand the purpose of door keys. Are you giving love advice again, Kazuma? Aren't you bored?"


"No" Shou shook his head. "Shin, it'll be the best if you try to confess Shindy your feelings. Now drink your tea. It's probably cold by now."


*ding dong*


"Leave them alone" Saga pulled Shou's hand, when he tried to get off the couch. "You don't have to do this. Leave them alone. They'll be fine."


"You know, Sakamoto? It makes me feel good when I help them" Shou kissed his cheek and left the room.


"You could talk to me, though. Because I'm starting to have doubts, Kazuma" muttered Saga, opening the newspaper.


"Shou, help me please!"


"Come in, I'll make some tea."

The end

Wednesday, 9 June 2021

Bracelet

Band: ViViD
Pairing: Iv&Ko-ki
Rating: 14+
Genre: comedy, romance
Warnings: -
Note: Everyone has a thing that is precious for them. And Ivu has a bracelet with a photo of someone...



"Plop!” - small rock bounced on the water's surface then sank in it. "Plop!” - another one shared his fate. "Plop!” - next rock fell to the bottom. This one was big enough to make a big splash reaching Ivu's legs. Bassist looked at disturbed water's surface. It reminded him of his life - seemingly clear and shiny, but hiding a rock bottom.

"Ivu, you're thinking like Shin now." Iv laughted, when he realised, he's talking to himself.

Even though it was rather cold, and water was freezing, Ivu came here anyway. He was sitting on a slope so short, he reached water's surface with his toes. He liked coming here. He could reflect on his thoughts. Thoughts about certain drummer.

Drummer with cute sounding stage name Ko-ki, smiling behind his drumset and hitting drums with his green and blue drumsticks was something that was missing from his life. But he couldn't find courage to approach him, spark a conversation and take him somewhere quiet, so he could explain everything to him. The worst that could happen is only Ko-ki laughting at him... Only? Iv doubt, there was worse punishment for love. Being laughted at. That's the worst that could happen to him.

He threw another rock into the water. If he won't try talking to Ko-ki, he'll never know, if drummer understands him. And if he feels the same. But what if... What if Ko-ki is straight?

Another rock bounced on the water's surface. Sound of falling drops of water was muffled by the sound of footsteps. After a while bassist felt someone starring at him. And perfumes belonging to that starring person.

"Hi, Ivu." low voice could be heard. Iv turned around surprised. Ko-ki was standing in front of him, smiling lightly.

* * *

"Ko-ki?" asked Ivu, seing drummer. "What are you doing here?"

"Long story." said Ko-ki and sat next to him. "I've noticed, you're always wearing your bracelet with a locket. You take it off only at lives, photo sessions and other... stuff."

Ivu gripped his hand. He didn't have it! He wasn't wearing his bracelet! If it weren't Ko-ki, he would notice much later.

"You left it in a rehearsall room." continued Ko-ki. "I mean... Clasp fell off and it must have fallen from your wrist. Ryoga found it under his shoe."

"He stepped on it?" asked Iv.

"Yeah." Ko-ki made a sluggish face. "But my cousin is a jeweler, so he could fix it."

"Really?" asked Iv.

Ko-ki smiled lightly and took out bracelet from his pocket, then put it on Ivu's hand.

"But... When Ryoga stepped on it... You see..."

"What?" enquired Ivu.

"It opened, and I saw what's inside." said Ko-ki.

Ivu froze. He knew, what's inside that locket.

"So, Reno said, you come here, when you feel sad, so when I came to your house but did not get a hold of you, I came here." said Ko-ki. "To ask you one important question."

"What question?" Iv felt that Ko-ki started to shake, like he was afraid of saying what he wanted to.

"Why you carry picture of me in your locket?"- asked finally Ko-ki, looking Ivu straight in the eye.

"And how many lockets have to be stepped on by Ryoga for you, to finally notice, why?" asked Iv, smiling lightly.

Ko-ki looked at him, surprised. But he couldn't say anything, because Ivu grabbed and kissed him. At first Ko-ki lost his breath, but finally returned the kiss. After a while they moved away from each other.

"None." answered Ko-ki. "That one is enough."

Ivu smiled. Ko-ki smiled back then hugged Ivu.

The end

Wednesday, 19 May 2021

Mitsukai

Band: ViViD&SuG
Pairing: Shin&Mitsuru
Rating: 14+
Genre: comedy, romance
Warnings: -
Note: Mitsukai means "angel" in Japanese in case someone doesn't know. It's synonym of "tenshi". And that Mitsukai/Tenshi likes Shin's dreams.



It all started, when he was seeing her every day. In shop, when he went to the studio, for band practice, anywhere. Coincidence? Or maybe fate? Propably the later, because he started to see her in his dreams. But she always disappeared, when he wanted to get close to her, so after few times, he realised it's not "she", it's "he". Yes, beautifull young boy. He named him Mitsukai, because he appeared as an angel in his dreams. Bandmates said, Mitsukai desn't exist, because he disappeared so quickly, they couldn't see him. Sometimes Shin doubted himself. But one time, Ryoga saw Angel by accident. But he disappeard as fast as usual. Since that day they wondered, why he's afraid of them. Especially the musicians from major bands. One time, when Shin was passing by Kai on the street, Mitsukai almost broke his legs running away from them. And when vocalist met Takeru in a shop, he crashed into a pile of tomato soup cans, threw cassier almost all money from his wallet and dissapeared. He did it so fast SuG's vocalist didn't even notice that and still went on about Rainbow Bunny from some cartoon or Rainbow Bunny's Rainbow Scooter. Shin quickly got rid of Takeru, but he did not catch Angel.

One evening he was going back home and saw him again. Mitsukai had his hair tied in a ponytail, like he used to, and his black eyes were looking somewhere else, when he was walking on the other side of the street. Shin thought he can finally catch Angel and at least ask him about his name. And he felt that strange feeling, that he saw him somewhere. He went to the other side of the street. Mitsukai turned around, hearing his footsteps, with fear in his eyes.

"No, wait! I only want to talk with you!" called Shin, but Mitsukai already started to run.

Shin sighted and started to chase him, but he lost him again.

He stopped. Then looked into the stars. That person irritated him with the way he was uncatchable. Then he felt someone's presence.

"Shin, what are you doing here?" asked Iv, approaching his a little tired friend. "You were chasing that Angel of yours again?"

"Yes." replied Shin and turned around, now facing the bassist. "Why he's so afraid of me?"

"He's afraid of everyone from PSC." explained Iv. "That's really weird."

"Where's Ko-ki? You two are alway together." noticed Shin.

"I made him sleeping tea." answered Iv.

"So?" vocalist calmed down. "He fell asleep?"

"Yeah, he's asleep." Iv sighted. "I can rest at least for one evening. You know, that tea is really usefull if you're with somebody as horny as Kouki."

"You're creping me out sometimes." said Shin.

"Yeah, I know." Iv smiled. "Walk you to your home?"

"No, I'm gonna go to the park." replied Shin.

Iv noded, then waved him good-bye. Vocalist went in his direction.

When he was approaching the park, and all he had to do was to cross a street, he heard a voice.

"Shin, look out!" somebody called.

Vocalist snapped out from his daydreaming, to look for that person, who called him, only to see bright light of an incoming car...

* * *

Shin someone's arm wrapping around him, then he rolled with that someone to the sidewalk. He blinked. He saw pair of scared eyes belonging to no one other than his Angel. Car, that almost hit him, didn't even stop.

"Mitsukai?" asked Shin, sitting on a sidewalk.

"Shin, could you watch for yourself a little more?" asked Angel with a low voice. "And don't scare me so much?"

"You're afraid of me anyway." said Shin.

"It's not like that." disagreed Mitsukai. "I'm scarred that if someone from PSC sees me, they'll tell Takeru that I didn't leave the town and he'll start coming to my house again. And he'll want to... You know, what that pervert wants, right? And he's not gentle. Believe me. That's why I left the band. To run away from that idiot."

"You're Mitsuru?" asked Shin.

Now he knew, why he seemed familiar to him.

"Right, you're from ViViD, so you didn't know me for too long." noticed Mitsuru

"You were running away from me, because I'm from PSC?" it only came across to Shin. "Takeru is a complete idiot. I would never give you away! I also know that he's more horny than Ko-ki. You think he came only to you?"

"I thought so." said Mitsuru. "Good you didn't agree, you'd regret this. I spent one night with him and then he thinks I'm his property."

"No wonder you left the band." said Shin. "Wanna walk with me around the park?"

"If you want to." Mitsuru smiled and gave Shin his hand, to help him get up.

They were walking for a few minutes, but only now, Mitsuru decided to speak first.

"Why did you want to talk with me so much?" he asked.

Shin looked at him, embarassed.

"You wouldn't wonder, why someone is running away from you?" he replied.

"At some point I'd begon to wonder." answered Mitsuru.

"At some point you stopped running away, when it was just me." noticed Shin. "Today, you ran away from Ivu, right?"

Mitsuru stopped. He looked at Shin and smiled lightly.

"You know, I wanted to approach you." he said, then started to walk again. "But I was afraid, you'll tell about me Takeru."

"Takeru is a fool." repeated Shin. "You need to be treated gently, like a delicate precious."

"Precious?" asked Mitsuru. "What are you trying to tell me?"

"That since one of those days I saw you in a shop, you're appearing in my dreams." answered Shin and looked Mitsuru straight in the eyes. "Is it enough, or do I have to say something about you angelic beauty?"

They stopped. Wind got stronger and messed aroung with hair of both calm Shin and shocked Mitsuru.

"Mitsukai, you do exist and you're standing in front of me." whispered Shin, embracing Mitsuru. "Your name is Mitsuru and you were SuG's drummer. I knew about you for so long, but fate just now crossed our paths."

"I can tell, you're vocalist." also whispered Mitsuru. "But is Mitsuru really my name?"

"I hope I'll know it soon." Shin played with drummer's hair.

He smiled lightly and kissed him. Mitsuru embraced Shin in his waist and gave back his kiss. He stepped back, looking at him for a while, the he was the one kissing him.

When they both were already lying ona a couch in Shin's home, and playing with eachother's hair, they comepletely forgot that few hours earlier they didn't knew their real names, ans vocalist did not know, who's his Angel.

* * *

Shin went into practice room, humming "Precious". Rest of the band looked at him surprised.

"Why are you so happy?" asked Ryoga. Shin smiled lightly.

"Let's just say I found my way to heaven." he replied.

"You'll be in hell if we won't start now." said Reno.

"I'd doubt I'll let that happen." said Mitsuru, while standing in the doorway.

"B...b...but...it's...Mitsuru?" mumbled Reno, not knowing what to do with himself.

"Mitsuru is your Angel?" asked Ko-ki, who was feeling drowsy, behind his drumset.

Maybe Iv made him that tea again.

"Yeah." Shin smiled again. "He can stay here, right?"

"If he won't defocus you." Reno shrugged.

Mitsuru sat on the couch, having his eyes set on Shin.

Suddenly, the door opened wide. Takeru without question barged in.

"Mitsuru, you're alive. How cool." Takeru smiled in a little perverted way.

Mitsuru curled, like he was trying to protect himself.

"Takeru, go away." Shin approached Takeru and looked at him from above.

"Shin, what's going on?" Reno was completely confused.

"Your stupid vocalist claimed what's mine." explained Takeru.

Shin sighted, turned around, then hit Takeru with his fist at full force. SuG's vocalist lost his balance and fallen on the floor, touching his injured lip after a while. Mitsuru stood up and run to Shin, who was still shaking, while rest of ViViD froze in shock.

"Mitsuru is not your property." said Shin. "He's not a thing. He's a living human. You should finally learn to respect people's feelings. Now go away as I told you to."

"I... I... I... yes." Takeru got up quickly, and gone so fast, he almost hit the door.

Shin sighted deeply and smilled a liitle teasingly.

"Something tells me, Mitsukai, that Takeru won't get close to you anymore." he said to Mitsuru. "So? Shall we start that practice?"

Reno only noded his head.

The end