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Band: D=OUT&Acme (ex. xTRiPx) Pairing: Naoto&Shougo, with Chobi&Chisa in the background Rating: 17+ Genre: romance Warnings: - N...

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Wednesday, 18 September 2024

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Band: THE KIDDIE, heidi., UNiTE., Kameleo, Gotcharocka, Moran, Matenrou Opera, Dio - Distraught Overlord, CLØWD, Purple Stone, Yusai, Lost Ash, Shounenki, Crimson Shiva, LACK-CO., Garak's

Pairing: Sorao&Jun, Yoshihiko&Kiri, Kohsuke&Nao, Lin&Sana, Haku&Mio, Hikaru&Yui, Daisuke&Kouichi, Takeshi&Takashi, Jui&Jun, Tero&Toya, Soan&Hitomi, Ivy&Vivi, Sizna&Sono, Iori&Kou, Keiya&Fuma, Gaku&Orochi, Saku&Yoshi, Mikaru&Syu, Kei&Erina, Dye&Sai, Rei&Kou, Nao&Eiki, Tokiya&Natsuki, Higiri&Milk, Narumi&Juri, Nagi&Rumina

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy, parody

Warnings: -

Note: How does adawinry see each pairing? Take the trip to the bathroom as an example. Again.




 "Save water, bathe with your girlfriend!"

* * *

Jun: Shinobu, Shinobu, Shinobu!

Sorao: I'm coming! Man, you're so impatient...

Jun: If you weren't so slow, I wouldn't have to be impatient!

* * *

Yoshihiko: Kiri-chan~

Kiri: *throws drumstick at Yoshihiko*

Yoshihiko: *dodges* You could just say "no".

Kiri: It didn't work yesterday.

* * *

Kohsuke: Naohisa, I have a question.

Nao: No.

Kohsuke: *takes a bug out of his pocket* I'll throw this under your shirt.

Nao: ...I'm going to buy the bubble bath.

* * *

Lin: Sana, Sana~

Sana: *laughs hysterically* No.

* * *

Haku: *stands in front of the shelf with bubble baths* Should I take the flower scented one, forest scented one or the sea scented one? Or maybe orange or strawberry? We didn't use the cherry one in a while, but the lavender scented one sounds nice and we didn't try it yet. But Ryosuke complains about his lower back pain, so maybe the aloe one? Or maybe something sweet? Cocoa, cola or bubble gum? Cinnamon is more fit for the winter...

Mio: *got so lost in his thoughts that he can't hear whatever Haku is talking about*

* * * 

Hikaru: I want to ask you, if...

Yui: No.

Hikaru: I know you'd say that, so...

Yui: *smacks his head*

Hikaru: Hey, I didn't ask in the end!

Yui: But you wanted to.

Hikaru: . . .

* * *

Daisuke: Can we take a bath together?

Kouichi: Okay, but don't make bubbles.

Daisuke: . . .

Daisuke: . . .

Daisuke: . . .

Daisuke: Oh. Okay.

* * *

Takeshi: *sits in the bathtub with a fried chicken*

Takashi: *shrugs* *gets into the bathtub and eats some chicken with Takeshi*

* * *

Jui: *pulls Jun to the bathroom*

Jun: Junichi! Last time I tripped and fell and you fainted and it wasn't yay. Do you really think it's a good idea?

Jui: I'll make tomato miso, if you agree.

Jun: ...you won.

* * *

Toya: *hugs the bathtub*

Tero: I get the idea, but all you needed to do is ask.

* * *

Soan: *hugs Hitomi from behind* Are we going to take a bath together, Hito-chan?

Hitomi: Sure, but maybe leave the undressing for when we get to the bathroom.

Soan: *undoing the last button from Hitomi's shirt* Don't question me, Hito-chan.

* * *

Vivi: Toshi, put down the pasta. We're going to take a bath.

Ivy: Can I bring my pug-shaped sponge?

* * *

Sono: CAN YOU GET THIS SQUIRMING CAT OUT OF THE WATER?!

Dura: Meow!

Sizna: No?

* * *

Iori: Kou?

Kou: *looks at Iori*

Iori: *already undressed*

Kou: I like that idea~

* * *

Keiya: Fuma, listen...

Fuma: *takes a picture of Dora* Will you let me be seme?

Keiya: What. No.

* * *

Gaku: And then we'll wear those fluffy bedrobes from Keiya and Fuma and... Are you listening to me?

Orochi: *fell asleep*

Gaku: . . .

* * *

Yoshi: *does a frontflip on his way to the bathroom*

Saku: I'll pretend I understand...

* * *

Mikaru: SYU, ARE YOU FUCKIN' READY?

Syu: I'M READY FOR FUCKIN'~

* * *

Erina: *clings onto Kei* Kei-chan~

Kei: *eats gummies* No.

Erina: But.. But Kei-chan!

Kei: *puts gummy into Erina's mouth* No.

Erina: . . .

* * *

Sai: *pretends to be a princess*

Dye: You want to encourage or discourage me?

* * *

Kou: I wanna be a flower~

Rei: What does it have to do with it?

Kou: Lily?

Rei: Aah... Okay.

* * *

Eiki: *trips on the tiles*

Nao: *sighs* Normal.

* * *

Tokiya: Do you have to drink coffee even in a bathtub?

Natsuki: *takes a picture of coffee*

Tokiya: I have no questions about that...

* * *

Higiri: Why is the water white?

Milk: I poured some milk in it.

Higiri: What.

* * *

Narumi: I poured the raspberry bubble bath, lit up the candles, turned on romantic music and you...

Juri: *higging plush Minion* I really cannot bring him with me?

Narumi: *heavy sigh* Why do I even try so hard?

* * *

Rumina: *he didn't even see the commercial, because...*

Nagi: *...watches vistlip's live DVD for the hundreth time*

* * *

The end

Wednesday, 17 July 2024

Fires at Icy Midnight

Band: The Guzmania&Acme (ex.DIV) with Moran, heidi., Kalafina, Nightmare, Ganglion and Band-Maid in the background

Pairing: Chobi&Chisa with Ivy&Vivi in the background

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance, fantasy, AU

Series: "Fires at Icy Midnight"

Warnings: magic, violence

Notka autorska: "Fairies, according to legends, are small, cute creatures, who live among the trees, drink nectar from flowers and fly on bumble-bees. When people think about fairies, the last thing they think of are strict rules about mixed offsprings and magic controled by them."


Fairies, according to legends, are small, cute creatures, who live among the trees, drink nectar from flowers and fly on bumble-bees. When people think about fairies, the last thing they think of are strict rules about mixed offsprings and magic controled by them.


There are four original magic elements - water, fire, earth and air. Fairies controling them have butterfly wings and wands with a rose and a diamond. Every element has its colour - water is navy, fire is red, earth is green and air is violet. Fairies have wings, wands and clothes in all of shades of them.


And then we have their mixed offsprings.


Every offspring has wings of a moth and wand with its glass counterpart. Water makes mist with fire, mud with earth and ice with air. Fire and earth are lava, fire and air are light, but earth and air make its opposite element - darkness. When all elements mix, a pixie is born - a fairy without wings, who uses offsprings' wand.


Offsprings aren't liked in society, like always. But light fairies are glorified and spoiled. Light magic is considered as sacred and that's why light fairies are the only offsprings with butterfly wings and rosie wands.


It was one problem with offsprings. Ice, lava and darkness fairies rarely control their powers, so everytime, when something happens, they're sent to the watch centre. It usually works out and after a year of living here, a fairy comes back to the good side of spreading shining dust around.


But sometimes there are fairies who are bullied by other over and over lose control constantly...


I'm an ice fairy. I've spent almost all my life in the watch centre. I can't control my powers for longer than a week. And Ryu, the darkness fairy, is the main reason for that. He loves torturing me.


I jumped from one branch to another and sat down on a leaf. I saw other villagers behind a fence, spending happily their time in park. I was surprised, when I noticed that a representative of almost every element in our small community was there.


Siblings - Chobi and Meiko from the fire clan and Kiri from the air clan. By the way, these two clans were replacing each other on the throne all the time.


Another siblings - Jin and Ivy from the earth clan.


And finally Saiki from the water clan.


There were some mixed offsprings too. The light fairy Hikaru, the mist fairy Akane, the mud fairy Yoshihiko... Oh, and even the lava fairy Vivi and the pixie Ni~ya.


And me, the ice fairy Chisa, hiding behind a fence and watching longingly those, who are free. Just like some butterfly dreaming about flying.


* * *


I left the Watch Centre, folding and unfolding a belt attached to my bag. I could leave, but for how long? Three days? Three hours? I'm going to return there and watch the world through the fence again.


I don't know life outside the Watch Centre. I don't know life in peace. I don't know, how it is to be free.


Suddenly something fell to my feet. I looked at this.


"Chestnut?" I was surprised, picking up the chestnut.


It was immediately covered in frost.


I dropped it. I have to calm down. I can't lose control again. I left the Watch Centre only about three minutes ago!


"Hey~!" I heard and I looked up.


Oh, right. Chobi from the fire clan. He's nice to everyone and probably likes everyone too. Even if he doesn't know them.


Like me.


"Hi" I replied and I felt that the strap of my bag is freezing.


"Oh, my chestnut" Chobi picked it up, but it slipped out of his hands and fell on his foot. "Ouch...


"I'm sorry" I said. "I think I froze your chestnut..."


"No, you just frosted it a little" Chobi smiled brightly and burned the chestnut, which caused it to thaw. "What's your name? I'm Chobi."


"Chisa" I replied.


"Are you going home from the Watch Centre?" asked Chobi, following me.


Go away. Talking to me won't end well for you.


"Yeah" I nodded and he was still following me with his chestnut.


"I rarely see you" Chobi was still talking. "You know, I know everyone. Hotaka is your brother, right? I often see him, when he's going mushroom picking. But he goes there earlier. He's nice, it's a good boy. Is an age gap between you big?"


"Three years" I replied.


"I have a sister, Meiko. But she's three years younger, not older" Chobi smiled slightly.


Oh, so you think that Hotaka is older? Not first time in my life.


"We're going fishing with Ivy. Do you want to go with us?" asked Chobi and I just sighed.


"I can go" I said quietly and followed Chobi to the riverside.


* * *


"Gotch ya!" Ivy lunged at the zander, which immediately knocked it off its back. "Or not. I'll catch another one!"


"Wouldn't it be easier for you with vines?" asked Chobi, creating a bow and an arrow from the flames that pierced the fence.


The fish fell back into the water with a loud splash.


"I made a bet with Vivi that I can do it without it" replied Ivy, grabbing the perch by the tail and letting it drag him for a while.


I was sitting at the riverside and just looking at them. I didn't want to use my strengh or powers or to invest my emotions in this duel.


"Chisa, watch out!" called me Chobi suddenly and I looked up.


A large fish, probably a pike, jumped out of the water and flew straight towards me.


Shhuush. Icicles cut through the air and pierced the fish and nearby trees, cutting down flowers and cutting grass within a radius of several meters.


The fish fell with a thud right in front of my feet, its blood staining our clothes and the river water.


"Awesome" whispered Ivy, holding a bass, who tried to break free from the trap. "We're going to have a party tonight!"


"This pike is going to feed us for a good week" said Chobi, approaching the carcass. "We need to call a few more people, because we can't carry this huge fish on our own."


"I'm sorry, I got scared..." I mumbled under my breath.


"What? No, it's amazing!" exclaimed Chobi, patting my shoulder. "Good job, Chisa. Come with me, we need help. Ivy, kill this fish already, it's getting tired."


"Can't I make it my pet? I would feed it worms" said Ivy, making Chobi laugh.


"If you want it as a pet, I don't care, but I don't know, what would your parents say."


"Mum won't let me, fish are too slimy..."


"You answered your own question" Chobi grabbed my hand and pulled me towards a village. "And now watch these fish or some bear will eat them!"


Ivy nodded.


And I thought that if not Chobi's call, this fish would crash me...


* * *


I sat at the end of the table covered with dishes from the fish we had caught and listened to the happy conversations and watched the emerging romances.


I looked at Ryu, who had been watching me the whole time.


Despite his origins, he was never sent to a control center.


Never.


I felt the cutlery freeze. I thought about it immediately.


I can't let it happen. Calm down, Chisa.


"Are you okay?" asked my mum, looking at me in worry.


I nodded. She had such beautiful, navy wings. Dad had violet ones.


I sighed.


"I have to relax, I'll be fine" I announced, getting up from the table.


Hotaka looked at me, a little worried, but then I noticed that he started to eat my food, which I barely touched.


I leaned against a tree and the bark froze instantly. Chisa, for fuck's sake! Control yourself! This psychopath just looked at you!


"What happened, Chisa?" I heard next to my ear, which made me freeze grass around me. "Whoops?"


I looked at Ryu. He was petting frozen grass, breaking it.


"What do you want?" I asked.


"To get rid of you once again" explained Ryu calmly. "What are you looking at, Chisa? Are you are afraid of me?"


"I'm not afraid of you" I replied, although the crackling of the slowly freezing forest denied this. "I just don't like your company."


"That's rude of you to say that" said Ryu. "Very rude."


He grabbed my shoulder and pinned me to the tree. Frost covered his hand.


"You're very naughty, Chisa" Ryu chucked. "I have to tell autorities, what you're doing."


"Hey, leave him alone!" I heard Chobi's voice, who just ran to us, breaking grass on his way. "Let him go."


"Of course" Ryu took his hand off my shoulder. "I wanted to go anyway."


And he flew away, leaving us alone.


"Are you okay?" asked Chobi, walking to me. "Chisa?"


He grabbed my wrist.


"Don't touch me!" I jumped off him like he burned me, but his hand was covered in frost anyway. "I can't control my powers, I don't know, how to do it."


"It's normal, you're so young, kids..."


"I'm seventeen, Chobi."


He was silent for a moment.


"Seventeen?" repeated Chobi after a while. "You said that Hotaka..."


"That there is an age gap of three years between us. But I'm the older one" I corrected.


Chobi looked at me like I've just told him that we can't fly on swallows.


"Awesome" Chobi laughed. "So we haven't met for past 17 years?"


"Yeah."


"How?" asked Chobi. "How is that even possible?"


"You see? I told you, everything is frozen" Ryu returned with two employees from the watch centre.


"It was your fault, I saw that!" yelled Chobi.


"Children are too loyal to their friends" Ryu smiled maliciously and the watch centre guards grabbed my shoulders.


"I don't want to come back" I cried.


"You have to control your powers first. You won't have to then" replied one man.


"Hey, leave him alone! It's not his fault!" shouted Chobi, but no one listened to him.


And I felt that someting stung my shoulder and fainted...


* * *


I was laying on the bed, drawing in my sketchbook. I've survived outside of the Watch Centre just almost a day. I knew that it's going to be like this.


I heard knocking on the door.


"Come in" I said.


Vivi stood in the treshold, vissibly not pleased because of this situation.


"Hi" he said, closing the door behind him.


"Hey. Have you lost control too?" I was shocked.


Vivi has been in the watch centre once. A long time ago, when we were still children.


"Ivy got mad" started Vivi, sitting on the chair. "I mean, when they took you. Chobi told him, what Ryu has done. I was angry too and then I tried to stop Ivy from fighting with the watch centre's security, but I failed. They knocked Ivy out and I... I lost control, because I was worried about him."


"I see" I nodded, not stopping my drawing. "But you can lose control once a few years."


"You're right" Vivi smiled slightly. "But I'm glad that things turned out like this. Now I can ask you some questions."


"What questions?" I didn't understand, what he's talking about.


"Does Ryu always bring you here?" he asked and I nodded. "Since when?"


"Since I was four" I replied. "He hit my face with sand, when we were sitting in the sandbox. He loved guards taking me to the watch centre so much that I was outside for, I think..."


I thought for a moment.


"Don't tell me that you don't leave this place at all..." Vivi opened his eyes wide.


"Summing this up..." I took a piece of paper and a pen, then I counted days of freedom. "Twenty nine days."


"In one year?"


"Since I was sent there for the first time" I smiled sarcastically and put the paper away.


Vivi looked defeated.


"You're kidding me..."


"No" I shook my head. "Since thirteen years they're keep putting me here and, to be honest, I can control my powers less and less, because..."


"You're so scared that you're going to be sent here that you lose control again" Vivi finished my thoughts. "That's why Hotaka was here only once. It's not genes' fault, but this psycho's."


I nodded and then I heard knocking on the door.


"Come in."


"It's dinner time" announced Hikaru, who worked there. "Oh, Vivi. You're here. So I don't have to visit your room."


"We'll be here in one minute" said Vivi.


I walked to him and put my hand on his shoulder.


"What I've just told is a secret, okay?" I looked at him firmly.


"But..."


"I don't want anyone to pity me" I explained. "Don't tell anyone. Please."


Vivi fell silent. I didn't know, how to interpret this...


* * *


Several days later I sat under the fence and started drawing again. Suddenly I felt that something stung me through the net. I turned around abruptly and saw Chobi.


By the way, the fence was now covered with frost...


"Oh, sorry..." Chobi stepped back from the fence. "You won't have problems because of this, will you?"


"Not here" I replied. "Why are you here?"


"Don't be mean, I came here for you" Chobi puffed his cheeks a little. "Vivi told us about your situation."


"I told him not to do it!"


"But he told us. And it’s good that he did" Chobi knelt next to fthe ence and sat down on his heels. "Chisa, you spent only twenty nine days free, since this psycho started bullyomg you!"


"And what are you going to do? No one believes me, everyone likes him" I sighed.


"I thought that I can at least show you, how it is" he said.


"What do you mean?"


"I can come here and talk to you" he explained. "They shouldn't forbid us to do it, right?"


"Until I lose control, it's fine" I replied.


Chobi smiled brightly.


* * *


Chobi and Ivy were meeting with us everyday. They've been giving us sweets, talking with us, telling jokes and playing games. The fence was the only thing, which prevented us from touching them. And I wanted to do it more and more. But I knew that if someone saw us, they would lock me in my room.


And then a whole year has passed. They let me and Vivi go the same day. Ivy and Chobi waited for us.


"Do you want to go to the riverside?" asked Ivy.


"Tomorrow. Today I want to spend time with my family" replied Vivi.


"Of course" Ivy embraced Vivi with his arm. "I'll walk you home, my lava girl."


"I'm not a girl, Ivy."


"But you're sweet."


"Ivy!"


I laughed and looked at Chobi. He was smiling like always.


"Should I walk you home?" he asked.


"If you want to..." I replied, feeling a little embarrassed.


Chobi led me to my home. I thanked him, we said our byes and I walked inside. I welcomed my family, we had a dinner, then we sat down in front of the fireplace, where we ate cake, which my mum baked specially for my return.


I went to my room. I used to be here so rarely that almost nothing changed since I was a kid. Besides my bed.


I finished a book I started reading in the watch centre already, I ate supper with my family, played some games with Hotaka and went to sleep.


It was nice to sleep in my own bed. But I knew that it was a matter of time until Ryu was going to take this from me again...


* * *


The next day we went to the riverside. Ivy pulled out a fishing rod and sat down with Vivi closer to the shore. I prefered not to touch the water.


"Something happened, Chisa?" asked Chobi, sitting next to me. "Don't you want join them?"


"I don't want to risk freezing the water" I explained.


"Don't panic" Chobi sighed. "When was the last time you had lost control?"


"Yesterday, when I was brushing my teeth" I replied, making Chobi blink. "I'm a hopeless case. I'm stressing out because of my reflection.in the mirror"


"I don't even know, what to say" said Chobi.


We were just sitting there and staring at flowing water. Suddenly we heard Ivy's happy voice.


"Yeah, I caught you, little fish!" he shouted, pulling fishing rod to himself. "Vivi, help me, this fish is stubborn as hell."


Vivi grabbed the fishing rod with Ivy, but this fish was too strong. Chobi ran to help them and then...


SHOOST.


Fish pulled everyone underwater. And pixies are the only fairies, who can swim, so...


"No!" I screamed, jumping on my feet.


Grass around me froze within a radius of about half a meter. I ran towards the river, freezing everything around, and ran into the river, but I didn't even get wet.


Surface was already covered with ice.


"Chobi! Vivi! Ivy!" I tried to find them, but I couldn't.


Only after a while I saw Chobi's red clothes. I fell to my knees and melted the ice there, then I pulled everyone out.


The river froze completely after this and that's why ice didn't break under us.


* * *


"It was terrifying" said Ivy, holding a cup of hot tea in his hands.


We were at Chobi's place and parents of all three fairies practically knelt on the floor in front of me after we explained, what happened.


Even if I still was a little nervous and the armchair I was sitting in was covered with frost...


"You saved our sons" Chobi's mum looked at me gratefully. "I don't know, how to even thank you."


"Well, your mind was cool in such a stressing situation" said Ivy's dad.


"Don't even start with your silly puns again" Vivi's mum threatened him with her finger.


"They’re funny to me" Vivi's dad shrugged.


"Men and their sense of humour..." mumbled Ivy's mum.


"Who wants cake?" Chobi's dad walked into the room with a shortcake he just made.


"I just hope you didn't get in trouble because of us" said Chobi, staring at his cup.


"Why are you so worried about this?" asked his mum.


"He didn't control, what he was doing" explained Vivi. "Well, he still can't control it..."


Everyone looked at the armchair I was sitting in.


"We won't say anything" promised Chobi's dad. "Nothing is going on, it's just frost. It'll melt."


"I could be worse, if Vivi were the one, who lost control" said Hotaka. "Then you wouldn’t be able to save this armchair."


"And floor" added Vivi's dad, making his wife nudge him in his ribs.


"Are you really going to keep this a secret?" asked my dad.


Everyone just nodded.


"Don't you dare even try backing out of it!" warned them my mum. "If you do, I'm going to flood this village!"


"Tsukiko" scolded her my dad.


After afternoon tea, we came back home. I went to sleep, hoping for a better future.


But like they say, hope is a mother of stupid people...


* * *


I was returning with Chobi from mushroom picking. Chobi proudly rolled a large porcino, I settled for a small chanterelle. And then none other than Ryu stood in our way.


"I heard about your heroic adventure yesterday, Chisa" he said calmly, walking towards us. "The whole village is praising you."


"Don't even walk closer" Chobi stood between me and him. "Get out. You can't stress him only because you like it!"


"Bullshit" Ryu grabbed his shirt and threw him away.


Confused Chobi fell on the ground and glared at Ryu, furious.


"Don't throw me like some bones for dogs!" he shouted, burning grass around him.


"Boring" said Ryu and in this moment everything faded to black.


"Chobi, get out from here!" I yelled and then I felt that Ryu punched my stomach.


I curled up and fell on the ground, then I grabbed Ryu's ankle.


"What the fuck are you doing, you ice freak?!" I heard his voice suddenly.


What have I done? I don't know, what. I didn't see anything.


...until the shadows disappeared.


Ryu was almost frozen. He stepped back and his frozen clothes were screeching, breaking like twigs. He couldn't move his left leg at all, after I grabbed it.


"You know what? On the other hand, it couldn't end better" Ryu smiled and ruffled his frosty hair.


"If you're going to call people from the watch centre..." Chobi wanted to punch him, but Ryu did it first.


"Then what? I can blame our little icicle for everything, so I can hurt you even more, you know?" Ryu laughed and flew away.


My powers didn't reach his wings.


"Chisa..." whispered Chobi, then he walked to me and hugged me. "He..."


"Step away!" I yelled, but Chobi didn't listen to me. "Being in my presence is dangerous! Ryu is going to kill you and blame me!"


"I don't care about it" said Chobi.


I pushed him away.


"You saw, what I had just done. Well, you see it all the time. I loose control everytime. I freeze furniture, chopsticks and plants, because I get scared over something trivial!"


"It's all because of him" said Chobi firmly. "It's his fault, not yours."


"I froze your armchair yesterday, because I was still stressed by the lake situation. I didn't notice you or Vivi making holes in floor and you were the ones, who almost died!"


"You're just sensitive, that's all."


"I'm a mixed offspring. You're a pure-blood."


"Vivi is an offspring too."


"But he can control himself! Do you really think I killed this fish, because I wanted to do it?!"


Chobi glared at me.


"You didn't?"


"No. I just wanted to protect myself. And I could've hurt you or Ivy. I didn't control it."


Chobi clenched his fists.


"I can't let him hurt you" I said. "I can't lose you."


"But if they lock you in the watch centre again, I’ll lose you" Chobi stomped his leg like some angry bunny. "And I don't want it!"


"Why?"


"I like you. Very much. Very, very much" explained Chobi. "And that's why I don't want you to return there. I want a normal life for you, not sitting behind the bars all the time."


"But I'm dangerous, why can't you understand that?!"


"Ryu is the dangerous one!"


"Really? So look around us and tell me that you feel safe."


Chobi looked around. He was staring at frozen plants and frosted trees. His porcino was completely frozen. My chanterelle too.


"You were scared. It's because of him."


"Were you scared too, Chobi?"


"Yes..."


"Exactly. And you're not burning forest right now" I sighed and moved away from Chobi, but he grabbed my hand.


"Chisa, there has to be something..."


"Don't touch me!"


Blood splashed over my face, arms, legs, clothes... I was looking in Chobi's wide open eyes. I was watching as he fell on the frozen ground, coughing with blood. He probably tried to understand, why icycles pierced him through and got stuck in a tree behind him. He also tried to call my name, but he couldn't do it and just stopped moving.


And I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even move, I just watched.


Until frightened guards from the Watch Centre didn't inject me with doubled sleeping potion.


* * *


I woke up in a cell...


Wait a minute.


I blinked. It really was a cell. I wasn't in the Watch Centre. I was in jail.


"Good afternoon" I heard someone's voice.


I got up. Guard was looking at me with an emotionless expression.


"What's going on?" I asked.


"Light fairies revived your victim" he announced, opening the cell. "He's fine."


"Glad to hear it" I said, when the guard grabbed my shoulder. "Where are we going?"


"You're going to be executed. I want to watch" replied the guard, smiling maliciously.


He didn't even flinch, when I froze his hand.


So that's how I'm going to die.


I don't know, why, but I thought "Finally"...


* * *


I got tied to the trunk surrounded with dry twigs. Funny death for the ice fairy, right? As a total opposite to my powers.


Well, not exactly. They would have to pour lava on me.


"Chisa, the child of water and air, fairy of ice" I heard loud voice of the judge. "You're guilty of murdering Chobi, the child of fire, fairy of fire. Do you admit that you killed him with cold blood?"


I nodded. My mum fainted.


"Well, good night" said the judge and snapped his fingers at executor.


Executor walked to me, lit a flame on his finger and lit up the wood.


I closed my eyes. This is going to hurt. But at least I can finally rest, right?


"No!" I suddenly heard a voice.


I opened my eyes and through smoke I saw Chobi in his pajamas going towards me, pushing other people away.


I felt tears in my eyes, when flames reached my legs.


It hurt.


It hurt like hell.


I closed my eyes.


I was losing my mind.


And probably started crying.


But then fire burned out. I felt someone untying me, picking me up and jumping from the stake with me.


"Don't come closer or I'm going to burn this village to the ground" growled Chobi, still holding me in his arms.


"Chobi, my dear..." I heard his mum's voice. "He killed you..."


"Accidentally" Chobi interrupted her. "He lost control and it was my fault. Well, not only mine, but Ryu's too."


"Ryu?"


"Darkness fairy. He provokes him all the time, just to put him in this mental hospital again! He's obsessed with bullying him!"


"What do you have to say, Ryu?" the judge glared at him.


Ryu just shrugged.


"I just think this ice freak brainwashed him."


"That's not true!" shouted Hotaka. "I've seen you many times, scaring him!"


"I saw it too!" confirmed Saiki. "Akane was with me back then!"


"He's doing everything to make Chisa lose his control" added Akane.


"And we've always been telling you about it" reminded them Saiki.


"But no one listened to us!" shouted Ni~ya. "Because he was acting like this usually only among offsprings."


"You ignored even pure-bloods' words" added Yoshihiko.


"It's really hecking unfair, you know..." said Kiri quietly.


"I can confirm" Hikari nodded. "You have to start listenong to us."


"I understand that teenagers are just children in your eyes, but that doesn't mean that we can't see, what's going on" said Ni~ya.


Ryu just laughed.


"See? You can see? Good luck."


All we could see was darkness. Deep and frightening.


"That's why marriages between earth and air fairies scare me!" cried my dad. "Do you see, what's going on?!"


"Well, we're not, in fact" I heard Ivy's dad voice.


"Dad!" this time it was Ivy himself.


And then we heard a thud, short scream and another thud.


We could see again after that and we saw Meiko, who was leaning over Ryu, holding a torch in her hand.


"I hit him" she announced. "He was annoying and he didn't even notice that I'm blind."


Meanwhile Ryu was a little burned, unconscious and finally defenseless.


* * *


Light fairies healed me, so I could leave the hospital quickly. Ryu was executed, but I didn't ask, how. I really didn't care.


I went with my parents and Hotaka to the park. Today it was a Firefly Festival, so the whole village was there to observe it.


It was almost midnight. I was looking at one of the fireflies, sipping grape juice, when Hotaka nudged my cheek.


"Look" my brother pointed on Chobi, who was standing there with his friends and discussing about something with them happily.


I got up, gave my juice to Hotaka and walked towards Chobi. Ivy saw me first and patted Chobi's shoulder, pointing on me.


"Chisa" Chobi looked at the ground. "You're causing ear;y winter."


"Because of emotions" I started to walk towards him. "Why did you save me?"


"I've told you before. I like you. Very much" replied Chobi, but Vivi smacked his head. "Ouch! Alright, alright. I love you. Are  y o u  happy?"


Ivy and Vivi laughed under their breath.


"What?" I blinked.


"I fell in love with you. That's why I couldn't lose you" explained Chobi.


I walked to him, freezing everything around me.


"And you're not scared?"


"No. I have fire powers. I can melt this everytime" Chobi smiled radiantly.


"Good, because I can become too emotional right now" I said, putting my hands on his cheeks and kissing his lips.


But I think Chobi didn't care about his frosty hair, if he kissed me back.


Melting everything around us, because even pureblood fairies can't control their emotions in such situations.


The end

Wednesday, 24 May 2023

Kigurumi

Band: heidi.

Pairing: Yoshihiko&Kiri

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy, fluff

Warnings: -

Note: A fick, where Kiri buys kigurumis and Yoshihiko has an existential crisis because of this.


Yoshihiko was laying on the bed and reading a book, when he felt that it suddenly got cold. He stood up and checked heaters. They were warm, but not as much as he wanted.


The vocalist rubbed his hands, went back to the bed and covered himself with the blanket.


"Hi, Yoshi" Kiri looked into the room.


He just got back from the shop.


"Is it still so cold that you're sitting under the blanket?"


"Yes" replied Yoshihiko. "I don't know, how many times I have to call to have heaters repaired."


Kiri sighed.


"We can always move to your place."


"But owner of my flat said that having the pets is forbidden" noticed Yoshihiko.


"Ugh, okay. But don't worry!" Kiri clapped his hands. "I bought something which we can use to warm up."


Kiri left for a moment and came back with a bag. He pulled out something and gave it to Yoshihiko. When a vocalist unpacked it, he saw... a kigurumi.


"Kiri-chan, what is this?" asked Yoshihiko, a little confused.


"Sheep kigurumi" explained Kiri and pulled out second kigurumi from a bag. "I have a cow kigurumi. Cute, right?"


"And we will be wearing this? Aren't we too old?" Yoshihiko frowned.


"Nope. Besides that, we'll be warm" Kiri smiled radiantly. "Please, Yoshi, just do it."


"Umm, okay" Yoshihiko sighed, resigned.


When they got changed, Yoshihiko went to make tea. He came back after a moment, gave Kiri his orange cup and sat next to him.


"You look so cute" said Yoshihiko, pulling Kiri's hood.


"You too" Kiri chuckled and hugged Yoshi. "Since today you're my sheep."


Yoshihiko smacked himself on the forehead.


"Alright, Kiri. You're impossible. But I love you for this" Yoshihiko leaned and kissed Kiri.


He loved him, even if Kiri was sometimes a little childish. And nothing can change it.


The end

Wednesday, 18 January 2023

Little Crumb

Band: heidi.

Pairing: Yoshihiko&Kiri, Kohsuke&Nao in the background

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Kiri doesn't feel well, so Yoshihiko has to take care of him.


 This day didn't seemed like some big changes were going to happen in Kiri's life. They had a break, so drummer sat down on the sofa with a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows.


Nao was trying to explain something to Kohsuke, but Kiri didn't want to hear everything. It could be something that was connected to their relationship, not to the band. Yoshihiko was talking on the phone, every now and then saying "Emiko" to someone. So there was a woman on the other side.


"Okay, guys, we should go back to work" said Nao, but Kohsuke looked as if he lost some war. "Kohsuke?"


"Yes, yes. I know" the bassist sighed. "I'm gonna tune my bass, because some off-tune sounds come out of it."


"Gotta go, bye" the vocalist hung up and put the phone in his pocket.


"Just out of curiosity, who were you talking to?" asked Nao.


Yoshihiko hesitated for a moment.


"With my girlfriend" he finally replied and Kiri choked on his chocolate.


"Do you have a girlfriend?" asked Kohsuke, patting Kiri's back.


"Well, yes" Yoshihiko scratched his head. "We've met recently. We've been together for a month."


Kiri took a deep breath and wiped his mouth. He looked at Yoshihiko. Vocalist had a girlfriend. He didn't hook up with a boy, even if he's been trying to do something for months. Maybe he didn't try enough? And how long he's been in love with Yoshihiko? For a year? Two years?


"Can I drink my chocolate first?" asked Kiri, looking at his cup. "It will be cold, if I put it away for an hour."


"As you wish" said Nao. "It always takes long for Kohsuke to tune his bass, anyway."


"I can say the same thing about your orgasms" replied Fukuyama.


Nao smacked his head. Yoshihiko just laughed.


Kiri sipped his chocolate. It was warm, sweet and marshmallows were floating in it. But he felt that after this news, it lost its flavour.


* * *


Several days passed. Kiri woke up with a headache. He didn't have hangover or something. He was a meteoropath and he had a migraine. The atmospheric pressure must have gone crazy.


After taking two headache pills and three hours in bed, he knew that he can't go on the rehearsal.


"Hi, Nao" he whispered, because even his own voice sounded in his ears like a jackhammer. "I got a migraine. I can't come today."


"The drugs didn't help?" Nao was surprised. "Usually it helps..."


"Not this time" replied Kiri, covering his face with the pillow. "Sorry, Nao."


"It's okay" Kiri could see in his mind how the guitarist waved his hand to show that he understood. "If you'll feel better, text me. Well, I have to let this turtle know that he can stop lazing about, because he doesn't have to leave the house today."


With that, Nao hung up. Kiri turned onto his stomach and pressed his face against the pillow. He didn't know why, but he wanted to cry. On one hand, he had been sad for several days, had little sleep and was moody, especially when Yoshihiko was talking with Emiko again for half an hour, until Nao had to take his phone away from him. On the other hand, the headache was becoming unbearable for him.


He went to the kitchen. He had to make himself something to eat, before he gets hungry on top of all this. He was about to prepare water for his tea, when he felt dizzy. He sat down on the chair and leaned forward. He felt sick. Goddamn migraine.


He didn't know, how long he was sitting there. He got up, wanting to go to the bathroom. But then someone knocked on the door. Reluctantly, he grabbed the doorknob and opened the door. Yoshihiko was standing in front of him.


"Hi, Kiri-chan" Yoshi looked at Kiri, who now reminded him of a hungry zombie. "Nao told me that you're not feeling well. I wanted to check, if you need some help."


They've known each other for so long that those surprise visits were normal for them. At least, for Yoshihiko it was normal. Kiri wasn't so sure about it. He had more Japanese mentality.


"Walk in" he mumbled and leaned on the wall. "You're right, I don't feel good."


"I see that I'm on time" Yoshihiko put a cardboard box on the cupboard and put his arm around Kiri. "Come on, go to bed, I'll make you some tea. Did you eat something?"


"No" replied Kiri as the vocalist covered him with the duvet. "My head didn't hurt like that for a long time. Do you think I have brain cancer and I'm going to die?"


"What? Where did you get this from?" the vocalist blinked.


"There is always the possibility" Kiri smiled weakly.


"You must be silly out of hunger. I'll call some restaurant and order something" Yoshihiko turned around and went into the kitchen.


Kiri closed his eyes. He started to be happy that his head hurt. At least he had Yoshihiko for himself right now. Even if he knew that the vocalist will return home, when he'll feel better. To Emiko...


Suddenly he felt something cold on his forehead. He opened his eyes. Yoshihiko was sitting on his bedside and made a compress for him.


"You fell asleep" announced the vocalist. "Or fainted. I'm not sure, but you didn't answer my questions. Anyway, I made you mint tea. When it gets cold, you can drink it. I brought you the pills. How long ago have you took them last time?"


"What time is it?" Kiri asked weakly.


"3PM" replied Yoshihiko.


"Long ago then" replied Kiri.


"Good" Yoshihiko squeezed out the cloth and placed it on the drummer's head.


At that moment the doorbell rang.


"Oh, the food has arrived. Lie still, I'll be right back."


Yoshi stood up and went to take the food. Kiri sat on the bed and swallowed the pills. He had a feeling that he already felt better.


"I'm back" Yoshihiko gave Kiri rice with some meat and vegetables in a bowl. "I put the food into the dishes. Eat, you're probably hungry."


Kiri picked up the chopsticks and began to eat. Yoshihiko did the same. They sat in silence. The drummer's headache finally began to ease off. He looked at the vocalist. Black, slightly fluffed hair fell over his face and his glasses fell off his nose a little. He was wearing an outstretched shirt and frayed jeans. He looked like he left his house as soon as he found out that Kiri was feeling unwell. As if he didn't stop to think about how he looked like. Good that he didn't run out in slippers or better - straight out of shower in just a towel tied around his waist.


Kiri put the bowl down on the nightstand and picked up a mug of tea. He sipped it silently, wondering why Yoshihiko still didn't call his Emiko. Knowing that Yoshi is bisexual, shouldn't Emiko be jealous? Or maybe she doesn't know? Anyway, what would she be jealous of? After all, Yoshihiko only took care of him. Like a friend who he is...


"Kiri-chan?" the vocalist snapped him out of his thoughts.


"What?" asked Kiri, staring at him with blurry eyes.


"I asked if you want some cake. Emiko baked it" explained Yoshihiko.


"Emiko" Kiri repeated. "Yes, I would love to taste her delicious cake."


"Was that sarcasm?"


"So that's what it sounded like?" Kiri chuckled like a fairy. "Give me that cake, Yoshi. I think I'm getting better."


"Good" Yoshihiko got up and went to get the mysterious cardboard box he had brought with him.


He brought plates from the kitchen and cut up the chocolate cake, then handed a piece to Kiri.


"For you."


"Thank you" Kiri tried the cake and unfortunately had to admit it was good.


Very good even.


"It's delicious."


"I'll tell her" Yoshihiko smiled fondly and began eating the cake.


There was that awkward silence again. Something definitely was wrong that day.


"Yoshi?"


"Yes?"


"Did something happen? Why are not you saying anything?" asked Kiri.


The vocalist shook his head.


"It's okay, Kiri-chan" replied Yoshihiko. "I'm just a little worried about you."


"It's just a migraine. Maybe it's a little worse this time, but I'm already getting over it" replied Kiri quietly.


He put the plate back on the cupboard and sighed.


"We can even go to the living room and watch a movie. Yoshi?"


Kiri froze, when Yoshihiko stroked his cheek with the tip of his thumb.


"A little crumble" he just said.


Kiri blushed and looked down. Yoshihiko's touch was so nice that he wished he would keep that hand on his cheek forever.


"No" at the last moment, before Yoshihiko removed his hand, Kiri grabbed it. "Don't take it away. I don't want you to do this."


Yoshihiko blinked. He moved closer to Kiri and with the other hand he turned his face towards him, then kissed him softly. The drummer didn't return the kiss. Yoshihiko has a girlfriend! What the hell is he doing?!


"Yoshi, don't" he gently pushed the vocalist away. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't say it. I just wanted to feel like Emiko. But we can't do this. I love you and it's painful for me that you chose her and not me, but... We can't!"


"Kiri..." Yoshihiko sighed. "Kiri, Emiko is my cousin. She have visited me, because she's been looking for a flat in Tokyo. I told you that to make you believe that she's my girlfriend, because I wanted to make you jealous. Every other way to show you that I love you failed."


Kiri blinked. His head stopped hurting, but he felt like he was going to have another migraine.


"What? You lied to me?! How dare you..."


"It worked" noticed Yoshihiko.


"You're impossible" Kiri grabbed Yoshihiko's wrists and pinned him to the bed. "Why couldn't you tell me just like a normal human being?"


"Because nothing could reach you and I run out of ideas" explained Yoshihiko.


"Moron" Kiri shook his head and kissed the vocalist.


Life had a favor again. Even if it was veggie-chocolate favor with almost unnoticable hint of nicotine.


The end