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Silence in the Darkness

Band: ViViD&Alice Nine Pairing: Shin&Shou Rating: 17+ Genre: comedy, romance Warnings: some erotic scenes Note: Shou has a nightmare...

Wednesday, 27 December 2023

Letters

Band: Ayabie

Pairing: Aoi&Takehito

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Takehito just wanted to apologise.

But he didn't know, how to do it.


I was scared because of my carrer. I chose the work, not my love. And because of that, I probably lost my beloved person forever.


I started to write letters. I wanted to apologize, but I couldn't do it. I wanted to explain that they forced me to do that, that I was too proud to risk losing my job... But I couldn't do it. That's why I started to write letters.


"I'm sorry I hurt You. I shouldn't listen to them. Especially after Saburou's death."


I wanted to send these letters. But I couldn't do it. I was stopping halfway to the post office, I was stopping with my hand over the mailbox... Every time.


"I don't know what to do. You don't answer the phonecalls, you don't want to open the doors... Saburou would know what to do. He has known you so well. He has known every his friend so well. Towa also told me that it was impossible to hide something from him."


I had a habit of sitting on the windowsill and looking through the window. Or laying in the bed and looking at the cracks on the ceiling.


"Forgive me. I didn't want to do it. Please. I just want to see your smile again, even if I know that I lost my chance."


Some day my letters disappeared. I was keeping them in the closet, tied with red ribbon. Someone stole my letters. 


I was making the list with names of people who visited me for the last months, when I heard knocking on the door. I stood up and opened the door.


He was standing there, holding my letters in the hand.


"Ryohei showed me it" he said.


Oh. So it was Ryohei...


"Ao" I sighed heavily. "I'm sorry. I seriously..."


"I forgive you" he cut my sentence. "And if I forgave you, I can now do it."


He grab my arms and kissed me. And the last letter was laying on the table. With only one sentence.


"I love you."


The end

Wednesday, 20 December 2023

Diamond

Band: vistlip&ViViD

Pairing: Tomo&Shin

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Shin was a diamond. Tomo always knew it.

And then Ryon-sensei even managed to polish him perfectly.


Your voice was always a diamond. Unpolished, but a beautiful diamond.


For all our friendship I waited untill someone would take you under their wings and take care of your voice.


And it happenned. Satou Ryoko known as Ryon-sensei made your vocal skills even better, sounds even higher and cleaner and your vibrato louder. You became a polished diamond.


"Great, Shin-chan" I said, leaning on the doorframe to your changing room and started to clap my hands.


You let down your gaze, desperately trying to find something to look at on the floor.


"Thanks, Tomo" you said after a while. "Though I have no idea what are you talking about..."


"What do you mean? A live at Budokan so fast? I can only congratulate you" I laughed. "Come here, Shin-chan. We have to celebrate you success."


"But..." you started speaking, but I grabbed your arm and kissed you. "...Tomo?"


"You have no say in this" I smiled and pulled you by your hand.


I don't think you quite understood what just happened and that's good. At least we knew from the start who's on top.

The end

Wednesday, 13 December 2023

Winter

Band: Moran&Ayabie

Pairing: Soan&Takehito

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Soan hates the Winter and Takehito knows it.


Takehito was sitting on the windowsill and looking at the world behind the window. Snowflakes were dancing on the wind. He wondered, when Soan would come back from rehearsal, and whether he would be as annoyed by the fact that there was a snowstorm outside as ever. Tomofumi hates the Winter and Takehito knows it.


A moment later, the door to the apartment burst open.


"Annoying weather" mumbled Soan, entering a house. "It's been a long time since last blizzard. I feel like I'm gonna become an ice statue, if I won't drink something warm."


"I'll make some tea for you" Takehito stood up and went to the kitchen.


He took a packet of strawberry tea from the cupboard and dropped one sachet into a mug. He made himself coffee with milk.


The guitarist went to the room and put the tea on a table in front of Soan. He sat down next to Soan and smiled friendly to the drummer.


"How was the rehearsal?" asked Takehito, taking one cookie from the bowl.


"Ivy was fooling around as usual, Vivi was confused because of that, Hitomi was daydreaming and Sizna was talking about how cute Dura is. In fact, he probably would talk about it longer, but Sono called him. I don't know, what is worse. When he's sweet-talking about his cat, or with his uke. But I like him, after all" Soan laughed. "You can't not like Sizna, you can't understand him either. Don't even try to do the second thing."


"So it was normal" Takehito looked at a wall. "I wonder if I should start a band with Taito from the beginning. Situation in our band is too bad to still continue it's existence."


"You can try" said Soan and looked through the window. "Winter should have ended already."


"It's first week of December. It's strange that it's snowing so late" noticed Takehito. "Drink your tea, it'll make you feel better."


"Strawberry?" asked Soan, taking a cup in his hands.


"You don't drink any other flavors" replied Takehito, smiling.


He grabbed a remote and turned on the TV.


"Do you want to watch something?"


"Turn on a music channell. We'll see who won the ranking this time."


"Okay" Takehito turned on MJP channel.


Pretty presenter in a lolita dress was talking about a band whose PV was about to play.


* * *


"Why it's on the 3rd place? The vocalist covered in fake blood crying in fake pain with band playing on a broken washing machine is really so good according to the people?"


"It's better than 2nd place. This single was released years ago."


"I understand being on the charts for a long time, but it's probably not..." Soan blinked. "Why is Meto and company on 1st place again? They won last week."


"And previous week, and previous... In fact, they've been on 1st place for a couple of months."


"I will never understand voting people" Soan laughed.


"Nobody undestands them. Ayabie wasn't here anytime and I saw Moran only once."


"They don't know what's good" Soan kissed Takehito on the cheek. "But we know."


Takehito looked at Tomofumi. He knew that this kind of smile on his seme's face means that he will fall asleep late.


The end

Wednesday, 6 December 2023

Outside

Band: UNiTE.&D=OUT

Pairing: Lin&Hikaru

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Lin's lyrics are... suspicious.

That's why Hikaru sometimes doesn't know, what to think about him.


It's funny how some people seem to be different than they really are.


When you're met for the first time, you give the feeling of a happy-go-lucky person. Nothing gives off how perverted and horny you really are. And how many terryfying scenarios are inside your head.


Sometimes I don't know what to say to Reika, when I'm late third time in a row for a rehearsal.


Sometimes I'm too scare to look over your arm to see, what did you write in your notebook for lyrics.


But most terryfying are the moments, where you're leaning above me, gripping my wrists tight and smiling in a terryfying way.


But I know that you won't hurt me. It's just a play... right?

The end