Knowledge

Band: Sadie

Pairing: Mao&Kei (one-sided), mentioned Mao&Mizuki

Rating: 17+

Genre: angst

Series: Oneshot Challenge

Warnings: -

Note: Some knowledge is just painful.

Kei knew that whatever happened at that comment was just a joke. Kisses for fun and fans' amusement. That's all.

He hugged his pillow. He wished Mao would kiss him for real. But he didn't feel anything towards him, unlike Keita, who loved vocalist for a long time now.

And Kei knew it very well.

He took the pillow with him and went to the kitchen. He took the beer out of the refrigerator and went back to his room. He sat on a couch and turned on the TV. He put the pillow on his knees. Ugio, one of his cats, jumped on the couch and layed down there. Tsuro, another one of his cats, layed on his knees. Kei opened the bottle of beer and took a sip.

Why do peple think that men can't be in one-sided love? Why this is considered unmanly? Why only women are allowed to cry themselves to sleep?

Maybe Kei didn't cry, but it was hard to him. He drank all of the beer in one go. He hated being hopeless knowing that Mao will never leave Mizuki for him...

The end