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Band: D=OUT&Acme (ex. xTRiPx) Pairing: Naoto&Shougo, with Chobi&Chisa in the background Rating: 17+ Genre: romance Warnings: - N...

Wednesday, 26 February 2025

Citrus

Band: Lezard, Kizu

Pairing: Natsume&Sora, mentioned one-sided Natsume&Lime

Rating: 17+

Genre: angst, h/c

Warnings: thinking about ex, when being with someone else

Note: "You are like a lime flavor cyanide which takes a breath away from me, when I see you, even if only in my mind."



I'm sitting in the cafe. Sora is looking at my ice cream as if it murdered his family.

He hates citrus. Not because he doesn't like it. He's not allergic to it. But it reminds him of you. And he knows it's the same for me.

Sora knows. He knows that he's too tall and too slim. That he has too high-pitched voice, too kind personality and too optimistic outlook on the life.

He knows that he isn't you and he'll never be.

But everyday I'm making a promise that I'll forget about you. That I'll forget about that day, when I brought you to your hotel room and helped you to change, because you were too drunk. That I'll forget a taste of your lips, touch of your hands and sadness in your eyes, so often covered with anger.

I even don't know if you had feelings for me or if you just needed someone to hug you, so you let your childhood friend to take care of you. Especially when you almost lost your sight because of your stubborness and recklessness and I was losing my mind with worry.

Because I didn't need someone. I needed you.

And for these months I had who I wanted. But you were just always sitting on the windowsill, writing lyrics full of sorrow for a world, which didn't match our happy music.

I think that it's the reason why you left the band. Because you wanted to dive in your sadness without having to listen our complains, because we wanted to force you to write something optimistic for once.

Sora can do it. Sora is lovely, funny and cute. He's ideal partner and I can always rely on him. It's this type of person who would throw himself into the fire without thinking, because he wanted to save his family and friends. Okay, maybe he's a little tsundere.

But you are my drug. Meeting you is enough to make my mind crazy. I have to force myself to not kiss your full, perfectly shaped lips. Like when your blurried by alcohol eyes stared at me as I struggled with your shoelaces.

You soak into a human like citrus poison, Misaki Takuya. Or I should say that you are like a lime flavor cyanide which takes a breath away from me, when I see you, even if only in my mind.

"You should buy strawberry flavored ice cream" Sora says, taking my cup with melted ice cream. "You're allergic to this flavor."

"Right" I nod.

I just didn't know that flavor named "Paradise Island" would be lemon-lime.

And no matter how much I try, I'll never stop thinking about you.

The end

Wednesday, 19 February 2025

Don't

Band: Dio -distraught overlord-/Black Line/G.L.A.M.S

Pairing: Mikaru&Syu

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy

Warnings: -

Note: Mikaru is angry at Yudai.



"Do it again and I'm gonna cut off your arm at your shoulder" Mikaru gripped fingers on Yudai's wrist.

Poor guitarist groaned in pain.

"Calm down, Masaya" Syu tried to loosen his fingers, but Mikaru didn't want to let guitarist go.

His eyes were green from his jealousy.

"Touch Tetsuto's ass, if you have to" Mikaru finally relaxed his grip.

Yudai snatched his arm away and rubbed his wrist.

"He touched it. Hanami said that she's gonna kick him" said Tetsuto, sharing messages with his girlfriend. "Besides that, why me? What about Jun?"

"Jun and Hanami aren't here. But I am and I can see it" explained Mikaru.

Syu laughed.

"Hypocrite" Futaba smacked his koi on the shoulder. "Should I have to remind you, who flirted with fans in front of me in the past?"

"I flirted, not touched their..."

"You put your head in fan's tits, because they're big. And..."

"Eh? But who would miss such occasion?"

"Masaya" groaned Syu.

Mikaru sighed.

"Alright, alright... Don't laugh at us!" Mikaru gave the rest murderous look.

"I'm sorry, but you argue with each other like good, old marriage. Again" explained Yudai. "For the third time probably, right, Tetsuto?"

"No, I think it's fifth time" Tetsuto corrected him, hiding his cellphone. "This week."

"More like today" said Yudai.

Mikaru smacked him on the head.

"Ouch!"

"Don't make your situation even worse" Mikaru shook his finger at him. "And I'll see you at six o'clock after we're back to Japan."

"AT SIX O'CLOCK?!"

"You're right, it's too late. Five is a better hour."

"But Mikaru..."

"So four? Okay" Mikaru patted him on the shoulder and went out to smoke.

Syu followed him.

"Do you really want to wake up so early only to give Yudai a lesson?" asked Syu.

"Of course no" Mikaru pulled out one cigarette from a pack. "But Yudai doesn't know it."

Syu laughed and took Mikaru's cigarette.

"Oi, give it back!" Mikaru was a little angry.

"Wait a moment" said Syu, climbing on his toes, and kissed him.

Mikaru pulled Syu to him. He definitely preferred the taste of his lips than nicotine.

And Syu was definitely more addictive.

The end

Wednesday, 12 February 2025

Advertisement 4

Band: Acme, D=OUT, DIV, The Guzmania, Dadaroma, Xaa-Xaa, Kizu, Belle, An Cafe, SuG, Luna Sea, Anfiel

Pairing: Rikito&Haru, Naoto&Shougo, Chobi&Chisa, Tokiha&Yoshio, Tomo&Takashi, Yoshiatsu&Kazuki, Reiya&An, Ryohei&Haru, Roji&Yusuke, Yue&Lime, Kyonosuke&Reiki, Masato&Akiya, Haro&Haru, Mitsuru&Bou, Sugizo&Inoran

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy, parody

Warnings: specific sense of humour

Note: How does adawinry see each pairing? Take the trip to the bathroom as an example. Again.



Rikito: Haruo, listen, I understand a lotm but...
Haru: *sits in a bathtub with panda-shaped sponge and a rubber panda, pours in bubble bath from a panda-shaped bottle* What?
Rikito: ...nevermind.
* * *
Naoto: Shogo?
Shougo: Haha, forget about it. *smacks his head*
* * *
Chisa: Chobisuke~
Chobi: Again with the "Chobisuke"...
Chisa: Better give me a hand. We're going to the bathroom. *pulls Chobi by his hand*
Chobi: Or, right. You cannot argue with a hentai. *obediently follows Chisa*
* * *
Tokiha: *covered in feathers* *wet* You didn't have to push me under the shower an pur everything on me. A "no" would be enough...
Yoshio: *hisses* Don't tell me how to react.
Tokiha: . . .
* * *
Tomo: *covered with some black substanece*
Takashi: What.
Tomo: I thought it's a bubble bath...
Takashi: . . .
* * *
Yoshiatsu: Kazu, wanna take a bath together?
Kazuki: A bath won't clear me from the stain of suffering following me through all my life. Existence on this world is pointless if...
Yoshiatsu: *pulls him to the bathroom* After giving it a thought I think I need to improove your mood.
Kazuki: . . .
* * *
An: *jumps into the water, splashing it all over the bathroom*
Reiya: *wipes his face* I don't think it's a good...
An: *pulls Reiya into the water*
Reiya: ...idea.
* * *
Haru: *puts a flower crown on Ryohei's head*
Ryohei: What is it for?
Haru: You look less bald now and I'm not gonna take a bath with a baldy.
Ryohei: . . .
* * *
Roji: Yusuke~
Yusuke: I'd rather take a shower.
Roji: We can do it while showering~
Yusuke: My left arm is fine and I won't hesitate to use it.
Roji: What do you mean?
Yusuke: I'll punch you.
Roji: . . .
* * *
Yue: *scratched and with bite marks all over him* I get it. "No".
Lime: Good, we can agree. Or maybe we can...
Yue: You'll hurt yourself. No.
Lime: . . .
* * *
Reiki: Are you getting into the bathtub?
Kyonosuke: I'm waiting for my mothership.
Reiki: What.
* * *
Masato: Wakita, there's this commercial...
Akiya: I'm afraid we won't fit in.
Masato: . . .
* * *
Haro: And you covered yourself with honey, because?
Haru: You'll see~
Haro: . . .
* * *
Mitsuru: Saito, come take a bath.
Bou: I'm not going alone.
Mitsuru: Saito, I meant we should go together.
Bou: Then I'm going!
* * *
Sugizo: Inoue~
Inoran: Yune, how old are you?
Sugizo: Too old to take "no" for an answer~
Inoran: . . .
Inoran: Actually, why not?
* * *
The end

Wednesday, 5 February 2025

Some things are more important than the other

Band: Dadaroma&Xaa-Xaa

Pairing: Yoshiatsu&Kazuki, mentioned Reiya&An

Rating: 17+

Genre: comedy

Warnings: -

Note: Yoshiatsu is trying to quit smoking. Or to be precise, Kazuki is trying to persuade him to do that.



Sometimes you love something.

Sometimes you love someone.

Sometimes the one you love just...

"Leave these cigarettes."

...hates the thing you love.

I froze with a cigarrette and a firestarter in my hand. Kazuki was staring at me, as always mad, when I wanted to smoke in front of him.

"But Kazu..."

"Give it to tme."

"But..."

"Give me."

Look, how firm! Now he says "Give it to me" and he doesn't want to dance for me as always.

...well, almost always.

"Yocchi, what have I told you?"

"We won't have fun, if you smoke" I repeated his words, making my voice a little childish. "Alright, alright, you're right."

Kazuki smiled proudly, when I hid a cigarette.

Sometimes someone, who loves you, knows, what do you like more than something you like less.

It sounds silly, but that's true.

And I prefer not smoking than not having sex.

Forever!

I lasted a week once. 

And after this I didn't smoke for a week, because I had to catch up.

"Leave me alone already" I mumbled, leaning on the windowsill.

Stupid uke.

"Quit and I'll leave you alone" he said, standing next to me.

"You won't leave me, especially today. In bed."

"But you can't smoke."

"Efefefe."

"What?" Kazuki laughed, looking at me. "I can't understand you sometimes."

"You can" I smacked his arm. "You can everything."

"I know it."

"But you can't tell Reiya."

"He would kill you."

"Or he would tell An and An would think that it's a good idea. And everything would be my fault."

"Your fault? Not mine?"

"You are his lovely, sweet little brother" I pinched Kazuki's cheeks. "He even can't rise his voice at you. And I'm this bad, evil seme, who fucks his little brother."

"It sounds bad."

"I know."

"Yoshiatsu, please."

"You can beg me at night. For more."

"Yocchi!"

"You can also scream in sweet pain~"

Kazuki sighed and shook his head.

And laughed.

And that's a good reaction.

"Have you tried these tricks with Roji?" I asked.

"No. He didn't listen to me at all. Even if I tried, he would smoke. So I stopped" Kazuki shrugged.

"So I'm not as naughty?" I was surprised.

"About smoking? Yes" nodded Kazuki.

"But there are reasons, why I am still naughty, right?"

"Right. Take that hand away."

"No."

"Take. This. Hand. Away."

"No."

"Why am I even talking?"

"You can talk to me in a different way~"

"Yocchi..."

"For example, such as~"

And sometimes the one you love is so stubborn that he will force you to quit smoking, so you'll do it for him.

I realised that I have a strong will, when I was trying to quit smoking.

When I was trying to not have sex... Not at all.

But there is another good thing.

I saw the most beautiful smile in the world because of my success.

And even laughter!

To sum up, sometimes it is worth giving up something you only like for someone you love.

And I regret nothing. Especially since it was good for my health.

The end