Silver Moonlight, Golden Sunlight

Band: Moran

Pairing: Soan&Hitomi

Rating: 17+

Genre: romance

Warnings: -

Note: Soan has his own way to fight insomnia. Strange way, but it works.

Everyone has problems with sleeping sometimes. Some people try drinking water, others think about something pleasant, others make something trivial to calm their mind...

He also has his own way to fight insomnia. Strange way, but it works. And it's the most important.

He stood up, went to the window, watching his step, because he didn't want to hurt the dog. He opened the blinds, letting the moonlight into the bedroom.

Silvery rays slowly moved across the floor and lazily climbed over the quilt onto the bed and shone over sleeping Hitomi, who didn't care about this fact. As if he gave a silent consent to the symbiosis with the moon.

Soan smiled a little and sat on the windowsill, observing the vocalist. Hitomi was asleep, he was hugging a quilt and didn't know that his face is reflected in Tomofumi's deep eyes as in a fairy-tale mirror.

Soan leaned over the glass and sighed. He didn't know, why looking at Hitomi calmed him everytime. And why he felt so safe. But he knew that he could give anything to be able to look at Hitomi for the rest of his life. However generic and bland it wouldn't sound.

But what he would do if they break up? Would he be able to fall asleep without thinking about Hitomi, who is sleeping and dreaming for both of them? Or without being able to call him even in the middle of the night and ask Hitomi to lull him to sleep with his voice?

"You're acting like uke, Tomofumi" he scolded himself. "You are seme here. Don't panic."

"Panic is your speciality" he heard suddenly, feeling a hand on his shoulder.

He looked at his right side and saw Zill. But he's... What?!

"Saburou" whispered Soan. "What are you..."

"He won't leave you. Believe me" Zill smiled friendly. "He loves you. Nobody loved me like that..."

"Do you have someone specific in mind?" asked Soan, but Zill shook his head.

"Even if, it doesn't matter" he said. "Sleep well, Tomofumi."

Soan wanted to say something more, but Zill disappeared. Just like seven years ago, when Death took him with her.

* * *

"Tomofumi?" heard the drummer, feeling someone's hand on his head. "You fell asleep on the windowsill. Your back will hurt again."

Soan opened his eyes and saw worried Hitomi.

"Hito-chan?" Tomofumi turned around. "I had a strange dream..."

"Strange or scarry?" asked Hitomi, opening the window. "I won't be surprised if you had a bad dream. It's very stuffy here."

"I dreamed about Zill" explained Soan, throwing his legs on the floor and leaning on windowsill. "He said that you won't leave me."

"And he was right, my panicking koi" Hitomi laughed, leaning his head on his hands. "But it's so bland. As if we were in some romantic comedy or song lyrics."

"Maybe" nodded Soan. "But sometimes..."

"I know" Hitomi sighed, ruffling his hair. "I won't vanish like Saburou. Maybe after my eightienth birthday."

Soan laughed and looked at the sky, letting the sunshines light his face.

Even if it was only a dream, Zill was right. He can't be so nervous.

The End